PART
TWO:
Heal thy Neighbour
[43]
YEAR
218
IT
IS
difficult
in
these times to appreciate the devastating effect of “the horrors.” It was
not a plague in the true sense:
it struck singly, randomly, wantonly.
It jumped between planets, from one end of Occupied Space to the other,
closing
off the minds of victim after victim. To date we remain ignorant of the
nature
of the malady. An effective prophylaxis was never devised. And there
was only
one known cure - a man called
The Healer.
The
Healer
made
his
initial public appearance at the
Chesney Institute for Psycho-physiologic
Disorders on Largo IV under the auspices
of the Interstellar Medical Corps. Intense
investigative reporting by the vid services at the time revealed that a man
of similar appearance (and there could
have been only one then) was seen frequently
about the IMC research centre on Tolive.
IMC,
however, has been steadfastly and frustratingly
recalcitrant about releasing any information
concerning its relationship with The
Healer, saying only that they
gave him “logistical support” as he went
from planet to planet. As
to whether they discovered his talent,
developed his talent, or actually imbued him with his remarkable psionic powers, only
IMC knows.
from The Healer: Man & Myth
by
Emmerz
Fent
[44]
|
IV
The
man
strolls
slowly
along
one
of
Chesney’s
wide
thoroughfares,
enjoying
the
sun.
His
view
of
the
street
ahead
of
him is suddenly
blotted out by the vision of a huge, contorted face leering horribly at
him.
For an instant he thinks he can
feel the brush of its breath on
his face. Then it is gone.
He stops and blinks. Nothing like
this has
ever happened to him before. He tentatively scrapes a foot forward to
start walking
again and kicks up a cloud of –
- dust. An arid wasteland
surrounds him and
the sun regards him cruelly,
reddening and blistering his skin.
And when he feels that his blood
is about to boil, the sky is
suddenly darkened by the wings of a huge featherless bird which circles
twice
and then dives in his direction at a speed which will certainly smash
them
both. Closer, the cavernous beaked mouth is open and hungry. Closer, until he is –
- back on the street. The man
leans against
the comforting solidity of a nearby building. He is bathed in sweat and
his
respiration is ragged, gulping. He is afraid ... must find a doctor. He
pushes
away from the building and –
- falls into a
black void. But it is
not a peaceful blackness. There’s hunger there. He falls, tumbling in
eternity.
A light below. As he falls nearer, the light takes shape ... an albino worm, blind, fanged and miles long,
awaits him with gaping jaws.
A scream is
torn from him, yet there is no sound.
And
still he falls. [45]
V
Pard
was
playing
games
again.
The
shuttle
from
Tarvodet
had
docked
against
the
orbiting
liner
and
as
the
passengers
were
making
the
transfer,
he
attempted
to
psionically
influence
their
choice
of
seats.
(“The
guy
in
blue
is
going
to
sit
in
the
third
recess on the left. )
Are you reading him?
Dalt asked.
(“No,
nudging
him.”)
You
never
give
up,
do
you?
You’ve
been trying to work
this trick for as long as I can
remember.
(“Yeah,
but
this
time
I
think
I’ve
got
it
down.
Watch.”)
Dalt
watched as the man in blue
suddenly stopped before the third recess on the left, hesitated, then
entered
and seated himself.
“Well,
congratulations,”
Dalt
whispered
aloud.
(“Thank
you,
sir.
Now
watch
the
teenager sit
in the same recess.”)
The
lanky
young
man
in
question
ambled
by
the
third
recess
on
the
left
without
so
much
as
a
glance
and
settled
himself
in
the
fifth
on
the
right.
(“Damn!”)
What
happened?
(“Ah,
the
kid
probably
had
his
mind
already
made
up
that
he
wanted
to
sit there... probably does a lot of travelling
and likes that seat.”)
Possible.
It’s
also
possible
that the guy in
blue does a lot of travelling,
too, and that he just so happens to like to sit in the
third recess on
the left.
(“Cynicism
doesn’t
become
you,
Steve.”)
Well,
it’s
hard
to
be
a
genie
after
a
couple
of
centuries with
you.
(“Then
let
me
explain.
You
see,
I
can’t
make
a
person
part
his
hair
on
the
left
if
he
prefers
it
parted
on
the
right.
However,
if
he
doesn’t
give
a
damn
where
it’s parted, I can probably get him
to do it my way.”) [46]
A
slim,
blond
beauty in an
opalescent cling-suit strolled through the port.
(“Okay,
where
should
we make her sit?”)
I
don’t
care.
(“Oh,
yes
you
do.
Your
heart
rate
just
increased
four beats per
minute and your groin is tingling.”)
I’ll
admit
she’s
attractive
–
(“She’s
more
than
that.
She
bears
a
remarkable
resemblance
to
Jean,
doesn’t
she?”)
I
really
hadn’t
noticed.
(“Come
now,
Steve.
You
know
you can’t lie to
me. You saw the likeness
immediately... you’ve never forgotten that woman.”)
And
he
probably
never
would.
It
was
over
140
standard
years
since
he’d
left
her.
What
started
as
a
casual
shipboard
romance
during
the
Kwashi
expedition
had
stretched
into
an
incredible
idyll.
She
accepted
him
completely,
though
it
had
puzzled
her
that
he’d
refused
disability
compensation
for
the
loss
of
his
left
hand
on
Kwashi.
Her
puzzlement
was short-lived, however, and was soon
replaced
by astonishment when it became evident that her lover’s hand was
growing back.
She’d heard of alien creatures who could regenerate limbs and there was
talk
that the Interstellar Medical Corps was experimenting with induced
regeneration, but this was spontaneous!
And
if
the
fact
that
the
hand
was
regenerating was not
bizarre enough, the manner in which it regenerated
bordered on the surreal. No
finger buds appeared; no initial primitive structures heralded the
reconstruction of the severed hand. Instead, the wrist was repaired
first, then
the thenar and hypothenar eminences and the palm started to appear. The
palm
and the five metacarpals were completed before work was begun on the
thumb
phalanges; and the thumb, nail and all, was completed before the
fingers were
started. It was similar to watching a building being constructed floor
by floor
but with every floor completely furnished before the next one above is started. It took four standard
months.
Jean
accepted
that
-
was
glad, in fact,
that her man had been made whole again. And then Dalt
explained to her that he was no longer entirely human, that a
new
factor had been added, had entered [47]
through that patch of silver hair on the top of his head. He was a dual
entity:
one brain but two minds, and that second mind was conscious down to the
cellular level.
And
Jean
accepted
that.
She
might
not
have
if
it
weren’t
for
the
hand
which
had
grown
back
where
the
old
one
had
been
sliced
off.
No
question
about
it:
the
hand
was
there
-
discoloured,
yes,
but
there
nonetheless.
And
since
that
was
true,
then
whatever
else
Dalt
told
her
might
also
be
true.
So she accepted it. He was her man and she loved him and
that was
enough...
...
until
the
years
began
to
show
and
she
watched
her
hair
begin
to
thin
and
her
skin
begin
to
dry.
The
youth
treatments
were
new
then
and
only
minimally
effective.
Yet
all
the
while
the
man
she
loved
remained
in
his
prime,
appearing
to
be
not
a
day
older
than
when
they
had
met.
This she could not accept. And so slowly her love began to thin, began
to dry,
began to crumble into resentment. And from there it was not far to
desperate
hatred.
So
Dalt
left
Jean
–
for
her
sake,
for
the
sake
of
her
sanity.
And
never
returned.
(“I
think
I’ll
have
her
sit
right
here
next
to
you.”)
Don’t
bother.
(“I
think
I
should
bother.
You’ve
avoided
a
close
male-female
relationship
ever
since
you
left
Jean.
I
don’t
think
that’s
-”)
I
really
don’t
care
what
you
think.
Just
don’t
play
matchmaker!
(“Nevertheless...”)
The
girl
paused
by
Dalt’s
shoulder.
Her
voice
was
liquid.
“Saving
that
seat
for
anyone?”
Dalt
sighed
resignedly.
“No.”
He
watched
her
as
she
settled
herself
across
from
him.
She
certainly
did
justice
to
the
cling-suit:
slim
enough
to
keep
the
suit
from
bulging
in
the
wrong
places,
full
enough
to
fill
it
out
and
make
it
live
up
to
its
name.
He
idly
wondered
how
Jean
would
have
looked
in one and then quickly cut off that train of thought.
“My
name’s
Ellen
Lettre.”
“Steven
Dalt,”
he
replied
with
a
mechanical
nod.
A
pause,
then:
“Where’re
you
from,
Steve?”
“Derby.”
Another
pause,
this
one
slightly
more
awkward
than
the
first.
[48]
(“Have
mercy
on
the
girl!
She’s
just
trying
to
make
friendly
conversation.
Just
because
she
looks
like
Jean
is
no
reason
to
treat
her
as
if
she’s
got
Nolevatol
Rot!”)
You’re
right,
he
thought,
then
spoke.
“I
was
doing
some
microbial
research
at
the
university
there.”
She
smiled
and
that
was
nice
to
see.
“Really?
That
means
you
were
connected
with
the
bioscience
department.
I
took
Dr.
Chamler’s
course
there
last
year.”
“Ah!
The
Chemistry
of
Schizophrenia.
A
classic
course.
Are
you
in
psychochem?”
She
nodded.
“Coming
back
from
a
little
field
trip
right
now,
as
a
matter
of
fact.
But
I
don’t
remember
seeing
you
around
the
bioscience
department.”
“I
sort
of
kept
pretty
much
to
myself
–
very
involved
in
the
work.”
And
this
was
true.
Dalt
and
Pard
had
developed
a
joint
interest
in
the
myriad
microbial
life-forms
being
found
on
the
explorable
planets
of
the
human
sector
of
the
galaxy.
Some
of
the
metabolic
pathways
and
enzyme
systems
were
incredible
and
the “laws” of biological science were
constantly
being revamped. Alien microbiology had become a huge field requiring
years to
make a beginning and decades to make a dent. Dalt and Pard had made
notable
contributions and published a number of respected papers.
“Dalt...
Dalt,”
the
girl
was
saying.
“Yes,
I
believe
I
did
hear
your
name
mentioned
around
the
department
a
few
times.
Funny,
I’d
have
thought
you’d
be
older
than
you
are.”
So
would
his
fellow
members
of
the
bioscience
department
if
he
hadn’t
quit
when
he
did.
Men
who
had
looked
his
age
when
he
first
came
to
the
university
were
now
becoming
large
in
the
waist
and
gray
in
the
hair
and
it
was
time
to
move.
Already
two
colleagues
had
asked
him
where he was
taking his
youth treatments. Fortunately, IMC Central had offered him an important
research fellowship in antimicrobial therapy and he had accepted
eagerly.
“You
on
a
sabbatical
from
Derby?”
she
was
asking.
“No,
I
quit.
I’m
on
my
way
to
Tolive
now.”
“Oh,
then
you’re
going
to
be
working
for
the
Interstellar
Medical
Corps.”
“How
did
you
know?”
[49]
“Tolive
is
the
main
research-and-development
headquarters
for
IMC.
Any
scientist
is
assumed
to
be
working
for
the
group
if
he’s
headed
for
Tolive.”
“I
don’t
consider
myself
a scientist, really. Just a
vagabond student of sorts, going from place to place and picking up
what I can.”
So far, Dalt and his partner had served as an engineer on a peristellar
freighter,
a prospector on Tandem, a chispen fisher on Gelc, and so on, in a
leisurely but
determined search for knowledge and experience that spanned the human
sector of
the galaxy.
“Well,
I’m
certain
you’ll
pick
up
a
lot
with
IMC.”
“You’ve
worked
for
them?”
“I’m
head
of
a
psychiatric
unit.
My
spesh is
really behaviour mod, but I’m trying to develop an overview of the entire field; that’s why I took
Chamler’s course.”
Dalt
nodded.
“Tell
me
something,
Ellen
–”
“El
-”
“Okay,
then:
El.
What’s
IMC
like
to
work
for?
I
must
confess
that
I’m
taking
this
job
rather
blindly;
the
offer
came
and
I
accepted
with
only
minimal
research.”
“I
wouldn’t
work
anywhere
else,”
she
stated
flatly,
and
Dalt
believed
her.
“IMC
has
gathered
some
of
the
finest
minds
in
the
human
galaxy
together
for
one
purpose:
knowledge.”
“Knowledge
for
knowledge’s
sake
has
never
had
that
much
appeal
for
me;
and
frankly,
that’s
not
quite
the
image
I’d
been
given
about
IMC.
It
has
a
rather
mercenary
reputation
in
academic
circles.”
“The
practical
scientist
and
the
practicing
physician
have
limited
regard
for
the
opinions
of
most
academicians.
And
I’m
no
exception.
The
IMC was
started with private funds - loans, not grants - by a group
of rather adventurous physicians who -”
“It
was
a
sort
of
emergency
squad,
wasn’t
it?”
“At
first,
yes.
There
was
always
a
plague
of
some
sort
somewhere
and
the
group
hopped
from
place
to
place
on
a
fee-for-service
basis.
Mostly,
they
could
render
only
supportive
care;
the
pathogens
and
toxins
encountered
on
the
distressed
planets
had
already
been
found
resistant
to
current
therapeutic
measures
and
there
was
not
much
the
group
could
do on such short notice, other [50] than lend a helping
hand. They
came up with some innovations which they patented, but it became clear
that
much basic research was needed. So they
set up a permanent base on
Tolive and started digging.”
“With
quite
a
bit
of
success,
I
believe.
IMC
is
reputedly
wealthy
-
extremely
so.”
“Nobody’s
starving;
I
can
say
that.
IMC
pays
well
in
hopes
of
attracting
the
best
minds.
It
offers
an
incredible
array
of
research
resources
and
gives
the
individua1
a
good
share
of
the
profits
from
his
marketable
discoveries.
As
a
matter
of
fact,
we’ve
just
leased
to
Teblinko
Pharmaceuticals
rights
for
production
of
the
antitoxin
far
the
famous Nolevatol Rot.”
Dalt
was
impressed.
The
Nolevatol
Rot
was
the
scourge
of
the
interstellar
traveller.
Superficially,
it
resembled
a
mild
case
of tinea
and was self-limiting; however, the fungus produced a neurotoxin with
invariably fatal central-nervous-system effects. It was highly
contagious and
curable only by early discovery and immediate excision
of
the
affected
area
of
skin...
until
now.
“That
product
alone
would
finance
the
entire
operation
of
IMC,
I
imagine.”
El
shook
her
head.
“Not
a
chance.
I
can
see
you
have
no
idea
of
the
scope
of
the
group.
For
every
trail
that
pays
off,
a
thousand
are
followed
to
a
dead
end.
And
they
all
cost
money.
One
of
our
most
costly
fiascos
was
Nathan
Sebitow.”
“Yes,
I’d
heard
he’d
quit.”
“He
was asked to quit. He may be the
galaxy’s greatest biophysicist but he’s dangerous - complete disregard
of
safety precautions for both himself and his fellow workers. IMC gave
him
countless warnings but he ignored them all. He was working with some
fairly
dangerous radiation and so
finally his funds were cut off.”
“Well,
it
didn’t
take
him
long
to
find
a
new
home,
I
imagine.”
“No,
Kamedon
offered
him
everything
he
needed
to continue his
work within days after he supposedly ‘quit’ IMC.”
“Kamedon
...
that’s
the
model
planet the Restructurists are
pouring so much money into.”
She
nodded.
“And
Nathan
Sebitow is quite a feather in its
cap. [51] He should come up
with something very exciting – I just hope he doesn’t kill anybody with
that
hard radiation he’s fooling
around with.” She paused, then, “But getting back to the question of
knowledge
for knowledge’s sake: I find the concept unappealing, too. IMC,
however, works
on the assumption that all knowledge - at least scientific knowledge –
will
eventually work its way into some scheme of practical value. Existence
consists
of intra and extra-corporeal phenomena; the more we know about those
two
groups, the more effective our efforts will be when we wish to remedy
certain
interactions between them which prove to be detrimental to a given
human.”
“Spoken
like
a
true
behaviourist,”
Dalt
said
with
a
laugh.
“Sorry.”
She
flushed.
“I
do
get
carried
away
now
and
again.
Anyway,
you
see
the
distinction
I
was
trying
to
make.”
“I
see
and
agree.
It’s
good
to
know
that
I’m
not
headed
for
an
oversized
ivory
tower.
But
why
Tolive?
I
mean,
I’ve
–”
“Tolive
was
chosen
for
its
political
and
economic
climate:
a
non-coercive
government
and
a
large,
young
work
force
The
presence
of
IMC
and
the
ensuing
prosperity
have
stabilized
both
the
government
–
and
I
use
that
term
only
because
you’re
an
outsider
–
and
the
economy.”
“But
I’ve
heard
stories
about
Tolive.”
“You
mean
that
it’s
run
by
a
group
of
sadists
and
fascists
and
anarchists
and
whatever
other
unpleasant
terms
you
can
dig
up,
and
that
if
it
weren’t
for
the
presence
of
the
IMC
the
planet
would
quickly
degenerate
into
a
hell-hole,
right?”
“Well,
not
quite
so
bluntly
put,
perhaps,
but
that’s
the
impression
I’ve
been
given.
No
specific
horror
stories,
just
vague
warnings.
Any
of
it
true?”
“Don’t
ask
me.
I
was
born
there
and
I’m
prejudiced.
But
guess
who
else
was
born
there,
and I think you’ll know what’s behind
the smear campaign.”
Dalt
pondered
a
moment
baffled.
Pard,
with
his
absolute
recall, came to the rescue. (“Peter LaNague was born on Tolive.”)
“LaNague!”
Dalt
blurted
in
surprise.
“Of
course!”
El
raised
her
eyebrows.
“Good
for
you.
Not
too
many people remember
that fact.” [52]
“But
you’re
implying
that
someone
is
trying
to
smear
LaNague
by
smearing
his
homeworld.
That’s
ridiculous.
Who
would
want
to
smear
the
author
of
the
Federation
Charter?”
“Why,
the
people
who
are
trying
to
alter
that
charter:
the Restructurists,
of course. Tolive has been pretty much the way it is
today for centuries, long before LaNague’s birth and long
since his death. Only since the Restructurist movement gained momentum
have the
rumours and whispers started. It’s
the beginning of a long-range campaign; you watch - it’ll get dirtier.
The idea
is to smear LaNague’s background and thus taint his ideas, thereby
casting
doubt upon the integrity of his life-work: the Federation Charter.”
“You must be mistaken. Besides, lies can
easily be exposed.”
Lies,
yes.
But not rumours and inference. We of Tolive have a rather
unique way of viewing
existence, a view that can easily be
twisted and distorted into something repulsive.”
“If
you’re
trying
to
worry
me,
you’re
doing
an
excellent
job.
You’d
better
tell
me
what
I’ve
gotten myself into.”
Her
smile
was
frosty.
“Nobody
twisted
your
arm,
I
assume?
You’re
on
your
way
to
Tolive
of
your
own
free
choice,
and
I
think
you
should
learn
about
it
firsthand.
And
speaking
of
hands...”
Dalt
noticed
her
gaze
directed
at
his
left
hand.
“Oh,
you’ve
noticed
the
colour.”
“It’s
hard to miss.”
He
examined
the
hand,
pronating
and
supinating
it
slowly
as
he
raised
it
from
his
lap;
a
yellow
hand,
deepening
to
gold
in
the
nail
beds
and
somewhat
mottled
in
the
palms.
At
the wrist, normal flesh tone resumed
along a sharp line of demarcation. Anthon’s sword had been sharp and
had cut clean.
“I
had
a
chemical
accident
a
few
years
back
which
left
my
hand
permanently
stained.”
El’s
brow furrowed as she considered this. (“Careful, Steve,”) Pard warned.
(“This
gal’s connected with the medical profession and may not fall for that
old
story.”)
“That
can
easily
be
remedied,”
El said after a
pause. “I know a few cosmetic
surgeons on Tolive -”
Dalt
shook
his
head and cut her off. “Thanks. No. I leave it this [53] colour
to
remind
me
to
be
more
careful
in
the
future.
I
could
have
been
killed.”
(“Go
on!
Persist
in
your
stubbornness!
For
almost
two
centuries
now
you’ve
refused
to
allow
me
to
correct
that
unsightly
pigmentation.
It
was
my
fault,
I
admit.
I’d
never overseen the reconstruction of
an appendage before and I –”)
I
know,
I
know.
You
made
an
error
in
the
melanin deposition. We’ve been over this more times
than I care to remember.
(“And
I
can
correct
it
if
you’ll
just
let
me!
You
know
I can’t
stand the thought of our having one yellow hand. It grates on
me.”)
That’s
because you’re
an
obsessive-compulsive personality.
(“Hah!
That’s
merely
a term used by slobs
to denigrate
perfectionists!”)
El
was
now eyeing the gray patch of hair on the top of his
head. “Is that, too, the result of an accident?”
“A
terrible
accident.”
He
nodded
gravely.
(“No
fair!
I
can’t
defend
myself!”)
She
leaned
back
and
appraised
him.
“A
golden
hand,
a crown
of silver hair, and a rather large flamestone hanging from your
neck -
you cut quite a figure, Steven Dalt.” El was frankly interested.
Dalt
fingered
the
jewel
at
his
throat
and
pretended
not
to
notice.
“This
little
rock
is
a
memento
of
a
previous
and
far
more
hazardous
form
of
employment,
I
keep
it
far
sentimental
reasons
only.”
“You
have
lots
of
colour
for
a
microbiologist,”
she
was
saying,
and
her smile was
very warm now, “and I think you’ll make a few
waves at IMC.”
A
few
days
later
they
sat in the lounge of the orbit station and watched Tolive swirl
below
them as they sipped drinks and
waited for the shuttle to arrive. A portly man in a blue jumper drifted
by and
paused to share the view with them.
“Beautiful,
isn’t it?” he said, and they
replied with nods. “I don’t know what
it is, but every time I get
in font of a view like this, I feel so insignificant.
Don’t you?”
El
ignored the question and posed one of
her own. “You aren’t from Tolive,
are you?” It was actually
a statement.
“No,
I’m
on
my
way to Neeka. Have to lay
over in orbit here to [54] make a
connecting jump. Never been down there,” he said, nodding at the globe
below. “But
how come you sound so sure?”
“Because
no
one
from
‘down
there’
would
ever
say
what
you
said.”
El
replied,
and
promptly
lost
interest
in
the
conversation.
The
portly
man
paused,
shrugged,
and
then
drifted
off.
“What
was
that
all
about?”
Dalt
asked.
“What
did
he
say
that
was
so
un-Tolivian?”
“As
I
told
you
before, we have a different way of
looking at
things. The human race developed on a tiny planet a good many
light-years away
and devised a technology that allows us to sit in orbit above a
once-alien
planet and comfortably sip intoxicants while awaiting a ship to take us
down.
As a member of that race, I assure you, I feel anything but
insignificant.”
Dalt
glanced
after
the
man
who
had
initiated
the discussion
and noticed him stagger as he walked away. He widened his stance as if to steady himself
and stood blinking at nothing, beads
of sweat dropping from his face
and darkening the blue of his jumper.
Suddenly he spun with outstretched arms, and
with a face
contorted with horror, began to scream incoherently.
El
bolted
from
her
seat
without
a
word
and
dug a micro-syringe
from her hip pouch as she strode
toward the man, who had by now
collapsed into a blubbering, whimpering puddle of fear.
She placed the ovoid device on the skin on the lateral
aspect of his neck and squeezed.
“He’ll
quiet down in a minute,” she told a
concerned steward as he rushed up. “Send him down to IMC Central on the
next
shuttle for emergency admission
to Section Blue.”
The steward nodded obediently, relieved
that
someone seemed to feel
that things were under control.
And sure enough, by the time two fellow
workers had arrived,
the portly man was quiet,
although still racked with sobs.
“What
the
hell
happened to him?” Dalt
asked over El’s shoulder as the man was carried
to a berth in the rear.
“A
bad case of the horrors,” she
replied.
“No, I’m serious.”
“So am I. It’s been happening all over
the human sector of the [55] galaxy, Just like that: men,
women, all ages;
they go into an acute, unremitting psychotic state. They are
biochemically
normal and usually have unremarkable premorbid medical histories.
They’ve been
popping up for the past decade in a completely random fashion and there
doesn’t
seem to be a damn thing we can do about them,” she said with a set jaw,
and it
was obvious that she resented being helpless in any situation,
especially a
medical one.
Dalt gazed at El and felt the
heaviness begin. She was a remarkable woman, very intelligent, very
opinionated, and so very much like Jean in appearance; but she was also
very
mortal. Dalt had resisted the relationship she was obviously trying to
initiate
and every time he weakened he merely had to recall Jean’s
hate-contorted face
when he had deserted her.
I think we ought to get out of
microbiology, he told Pard as his eyes lingered on El.
(“And into what?”)
How about life prolongation?
(“Not that again!”)
Yes! Only this time we’ll be working at
IMC Central with some of the greatest scientific minds in the galaxy.
(“The greatest minds in the galaxy
have always worked on that problem, and every ‘major breakthrough’ and
‘new
hope’ has turned out to be a dead end. Human cells reach a certain
level of
specialization and then lose their ability to reproduce. Under optimum
conditions, a century is all they’ll last; after that the DNA gets
sloppy and
consequently the RNA gets even sloppier. What follows is enzyme
breakdown,
toxic overload, and finally death. Why this happens, no one knows – and
that
includes me, since my consciousness doesn’t reach to the molecular
level – and
from recent literature, it doesn’t seem likely that anyone’ll know in
the near
future.”)
But we
have a unique contribution to make
–
(“You think I haven’t investigated
it on my own, if not for any other reason than to provide you with a
human
companion of some permanence? It’s no fun, you know, when you go into
those
periods of black despair.”)
I guess not. He paused. I think one’s on its way.
[56]
(“I know. The metabolic warning
flags are already up. Look: why not take up with this woman? You both
find each
other attractive and I think it will be good for you.”)
Will it be good for me when she
grows into a bitter old woman while I stay young?
(“What makes you think she’ll want
you around that long?”) Pard jibed.
Dalt had no answer for that one.
The shuttle trip was uneventful
and when El offered to drive him from the spaceport to his hotel, Dalt
reluctantly accepted. His feelings were in a turmoil, wanting to be
simultaneously as close to and as far from this woman as possible. So
to keep
the conversation safe and light, he made a comment about the lack of
flitters
in the air.
“We’re still pretty much in the
ground-car stage, although one of the car factories is reportedly
gearing for
flitter production. It’ll be nice to get one at a reasonable price; the
only
ones on Tolive now were shipped via interstellar freight and that is expensive!”
She pulled her car alongside a
booth outside the spaceport perimeter, fished out a card, and stuck it
into a
slot. The card disappeared for a second or two and then the booth spit
it out.
El retrieved it, sealed her bubble, and pulled away.
“What was that all about?”
“Toll.”
Dalt was incredulous. “You mean
you actually have toll roads on this planet?”
She nodded. “But not for long ...
not if we get a good supply of flitters.”
“Even so, the roads belong to
everybody –”
“No, they belong to those who
built them.”
“But taxes –”
“You think roads should be built
with tax money?” El asked with a penetrating glance. “I use this road
maybe
once or twice a year; why should I pay anything for it the rest of the
time? A
group of men got together and built this road and they charge me every
time I
use it. What’s wrong with that?” [57]
“Nothing, except you’ve got to fork over money
every time you make a turn.”
“Not necessarily. Members of a given community
usually get together and pool their money for local streets, build
them, and
leave them at that; and business areas provide roads gratis for the
obvious
reason. As a matter of fact, a couple of our big corporations have
built roads
and donated them to the public – the roads are, of course, named after
the
companies and thus act as continuous publicity agents.”
“Sounds like a lot of trouble to me. It’d be a lot
simpler if you just made
everyone ante up and –”
“Not on this planet it wouldn’t be. You don’t make Tolivians do anything. It would
take a physical threat to make me pay for a road that I’ll never use.
And we
tend to frown on the use of physical force here.”
“A pacifist society, huh?”
“Pacifist may not be –” she began, and then swerved
sharply to make an exit ramp. “Sorry,” she said with a quick, wry grin.
“I
forgot I was dropping you off at the hotel.”
Dalt let the conversation lapse and stared out his
side of the bubble at the Tolivian landscape. Nothing remarkable there:
a few
squat trees resembling conifers scattered in clumps here and there
around the
plain, coarse grass, a mountain range rising in the distance.
“Not exactly a lush garden-world,” he muttered
after a while.
“No, this is the arid zone. Tolive’s axis has
little deviation relative to its primary, and its orbit is only mildly
ellipsoid. So whatever the weather is
wherever you happen to be, that’s probably what it’ll be like for most
of the
year. Most of our agriculture is in the northern hemisphere; industry
keeps
pretty much to the south and usually within short call
of the spaceports.”
“You sound like a
chamber-of-commerce report,” Dalt remarked with a smile.
“I’m proud of my world.” El did not smile.
Suddenly, there was a city crouched on the road
ahead, waiting for them. Dalt had spent too much time on Derby of late
and had become accustomed to cities with soaring
profiles. And that’s how [58] the
cities on his homeworld of Friendly had been. But this pancake
of one
and two-story buildings was apparently the Tolivian idea of a city.
SPOONERVILLE said a sign in Inter-world characters.
POP: 78,000. They sped by rows of gaily coloured houses, most standing
alone,
some interconnected. And then there were warehouses and shops and
restaurants
and such. The hotel stood out among its neighbouring buildings,
stretching a
full four stories into the air.
“Not exactly the Centauri Hilton,” Dalt remarked as
the car jolted to a halt before
the front entrance.
“Tolive doesn’t have much to offer in the way of
tourism. This place obviously serves Spoonerville’s needs, ’cause if
there was much of an overflow somebody’d
have built another.” She paused, caught his eyes, and held them. “I’ve
got a
lovely little place out on the plain that’ll accommodate two very
nicely, and
the sunsets are incredible.”
Dalt tried to smile. He liked this
woman, and the invitation, which promised
more than sunsets, was his for the taking. “Thanks, El. I’d like to
take you up
on that offer sometime, but not now. I’ll try to see you at IMC
tomorrow after
my meeting with Dr. Webst.”
“Okay.” She sighed as he stepped out of the car.
“Good luck.” Without another word she sealed the bubble and was off.
(“You know what they say about hell and fury and
scorned women.”) Pard remarked.
Yeah, I
know, but I don’t think she’s
like that... got too good a head on her shoulders to react so
primitively.
Dalt’s reserved room was ready for him and his
luggage was expected to arrive
momentarily from the spaceport. He walked over to the window which had
been
left opaque, flipped a switch, and made the entire
outer wall transparent. It was 18.75 in a
twenty-seven-hour day – that would take some getting used to after years of living with Derby’s twenty-two-hour day –
and the sunset
was an orange explosion behind the hills. It probably looked even
better from
El’s place on the plains.
(“But you turned her down,”) Pard said,
catching the thought (“Well,
what are we going to do with ourselves
tonight? Shall we [59]
go out and see what the members of this throbbing metropolis do to
entertain
themselves?”)
Dalt
squatted down by the window with his back against the wall. “I think
I’ll just
stay here and watch for a while. Why don’t you just go away,” he
muttered
aloud.
(“I
can’t very well leave...”)
“You
know what I mean!”
(“Yes, I know what you mean. We
go through this every time we
have to uproot ourselves because your associates start giving you funny
looks.
You start mooning over Jean–”)
“I do not moon over her!”
(“Call
it what you will, you mope around like a Lentemian crench that’s lost
its calf.
But it’s really not Jean. She’s got nothing to do with these mood
swings; she’s
dead and gone and you’ve long since accepted that. What’s really
bothering you
is your own immortality. You refuse to let people know that you will
not grow
old with the years as they do –”)
“I
don’t want to be a freak and I don’t want that kind of notoriety.
Before you
know it, someone will come looking for the ‘secret’ of my longevity and
will
stop at nothing to get it. I can do very well without that, thank you.”
(“Fine.
Those are good reasons, excellent reasons for wanting to pass yourself
off as a
mortal among mortals. That’s the only way we’ll ever really get to do
what we
want to do. But that’s only on the surface. Inside you must come to
grips with
the fact that you cannot live as a
mortal. You haven’t the luxury
of ascribing an infinite span to a relationship, as do many mortals,
for ‘the
end of time’ to them is the same as the end of life, which is all too
finite.
In your case, however, ‘the end of time’ may occur with you there watching it. So, until you can
find yourself another immortal as a
companion, you’ll just have to be satisfied with relatively short-term
relationships and cease acting so resentful of the fact that you won’t
be dying
in a few decades like all your friends.”)
“Sometimes
I wish I could die.”
(“Now,
we both know that you don’t mean that, and even if you
were sincere, I wouldn’t allow it.”)
Go away, Pard!
(“I’m gone.”) [60]
And he
was. With Pard tucked away in some far corner of his brain – probably
working
on some obscure philosophical problem or remote mathematical
abstraction – Dalt
was finally alone.
Alone.
That was the key to these periodic black depressions. He was all right
once he
had established an identity on a new world, made a few friends, and put
himself
to work on whatever it was he wanted to do at that particular time in
his life.
He could thus delude himself into a sense of belonging that lasted a
few
decades, and then it began to happen: the curious stares, the probing
questions. Soon he’d find himself on an interstellar liner again,
between
worlds, between lives. The sense of rootlessness would begin to weigh
heavily
upon him.
Culturally,
too, he was an outsider. There was
no interstellar human culture as yet to speak of; each planet was
developing its own traditions and becoming proud
of them. No one could really feel at home on any world except one’s
own, and so
the faux pas of an off-worlder was well tolerated in the hope of
receiving the
same consideration after a similar blunder on his homeworld. Dalt was thus unconcerned about any
anachronisms in his behaviour, and with the bits and pieces he was
taking with
him from every world he lived on, he was fast becoming the only
representative
of a true interstellar human
culture.
Which
meant that no world was actually home –
only on interstellar liners
did he feel even the slightest hint of belonging. Even
Friendly, his birth world, had treated him as an
off-worlder, and only with great
difficulty did he manage to find a trace or two of the
familiar in his own hometown during a recent and very
discouraging sentimental journey.
Pard
was right, of course. He was almost always right. Dalt
couldn’t have it both ways, couldn’t be an immortal and
retain a mortal’s scope. He’d have to broaden his view of existence and
learn
to think on a grander scale. He was
still a man and would have to live among other men, but he would
have to
develop an immortal’s perspective with regard to time; something he had
as yet
been unable and/or remained unwilling to do. Time set
him apart from other men and had to he reckoned with. Until
now he had been living a lot of little lives, one after the other,
separate,
distinct. Yet they [61] were all
his, and he had to find a way to
fuse them into a single entity. He’d work on it. No hurry... there was
plenty
of time –
There was that word again. He wondered when he would
end. Or if he would end. Would
the moment ever come when he’d want to stop living? And would he be
allowed to
do so? Pard’s earlier statement had made him uneasy. They shared a body
and
thus an existence, as the result of an accident. What if one partner
decided he
wanted out? It would never be Pard – his intellectual appetite was
insatiable.
No, if anyone would ever want to call it quits, it would be Dalt. And
Pard
would forbid it. Such a situation appeared ludicrous on the surface but
might
very well come to be, millennia hence.
How would they resolve it? Would Pard find a way to
grant Dalt’s wish by somehow strangling his mind, thereby granting his
death
wish – for in Pard’s philosophy, the mind is life and life is the mind
– this
would then result in leaving Pard as sole tenant of the body!
Dalt shuddered. Pard’s ethics would, of course,
prevent him from doing such a thing unless Dalt absolutely demanded it.
But
still, it was hardly a comforting thought. Even in the dark fog of
depression
that enveloped him tonight, Dalt realized that he loved life and living
very
much. Planning to make the most of tomorrow and every subsequent
tomorrow, he
drifted off to sleep as the second of Tolive’s three moons bobbed above
the
horizon.
VI
A
somewhat harried Steven Dalt managed to arrive at the administrative
offices of
IMC in time for his 09.5 appointment with Dr. Webst. His back ached as
he took
a seat in the waiting room, and he realized he was hungry.
A bad
morning so far – if this was any
indication of how the rest of the day was going to be, he decided he’d
be
better off returning to the hotel, crawling into bed, and spending it
in the
foetal position. He’d awakened late and cramped in that corner by the
window,
with his baggage sitting inside the door. He’d had to rummage through
it to
find a presentable outfit and then rush down to the lobby
and find a taxi to take him to the
IMC administration building. [62] He did not want to keep Dr. Webst
waiting.
Dalt seemed to be placing
greater and greater importance on punctuality lately. Perhaps, he
mused, the
more aware he became of his own timelessness, the more conscious he
became of
the value of another man’s time.
(“Well,
what’ll it be?”) Pard asked suddenly.
Welcome
back.
(“I
should he saying that to you. Once again: What’ll it
be?”)
What are you talking about?
(“Us. Are we sticking with the microbes or do we go into gerontology or what?”)
I’m not sure. Maybe we won’t stay
here at
all. They hired us for antimicrobial research
and may not want us for anything
else. But I think I’ve had
enough of microbes for
now.
(“I
must agree. But what shall we try next?”)
I
haven’t given it too much thought yet –
(“Well,
get thinking. We’ll be seeing Dr. Webst in a moment and
we’d better have something to tell him.”)
Why don’t we just
improvise?
Pard
seemed to hesitate, then, (“Okay, but
let’s be as honest as
possible with him, ’cause we start getting paid as of this morning.”)
So, a
few credits won’t break IMC.
(“It
would be unethical to accept payment for nothing.”)
Your rigidity wears on me after a while,
Pard.
(“Value
received for value given – don’t forget it.”)
Okay,
okay, okay.
The
door to Dr. Webst’s office dilated and a tall, fair young
man with an aquiline profile, stepped
through. He glanced at Dalt, who was
the room’s only occupant, paused, then walked over and extended his hand. “Dr. Dalt?”
“The
‘Dalt’ part is correct, but I have
no doctorate.” Actually, this was untrue; he held
two doctorates in separate fields but both
had been granted a number of lives
ago.
“Mister
Dalt, then. I’m Dr. Webst” They
performed the ancient human ritual
known as the handshake and
Dalt liked Webst’s firm
grip.
“I
thought you’d be older, Doctor,” Dalt
said as they entered Webst’s
sparsely appointed office. [63]
Webst smiled. “That’s funny... I
was expecting an older man, too. That paper you published a year ago on
Dasein
II fever and the multiple pathogens involved was a brilliant piece of
work;
there was an aura of age and
experience about it.”
“Are you in infectious diseases?”
Dalt asked quickly, anxious to change the subject.
“No, psych is my field.”
“Really? I made part of the trip
from Derby in
the company of Ellen Lettre. Know her?”
“Of course. Our department has
high hopes for Dr. Lettre – an
extremely intelligent woman.” He paused at his desk and Hashed a
rapid
series of memos across his viewer. “Before I forget, I got a note from
personnel about your forms. Most of them are incomplete and they’d like
to see
you sometime today.”
Dalt nodded. “Okay, I’ll see if I
can make it this afternoon.” This was
often a problem – personal history. He had changed his name a couple of
times
but preferred to be known as Steven Dalt. Usually he went from one
field of
endeavour to another, totally unrelated to the first, and thus obviated
the
need for references; he would start
at the bottom as he had at the university on Derby, and with Pard as his partner, it wouldn’t be long before the
higher-ups
realized they had a boy genius among them. Or, he’d go into a risky
field such
as chispen fishing on Gelc, where the only requirement for employment
was the
guts to go out on the nets ... and no questions asked.
As for the IMC
personnel department – he had paid a records official
on Derby
a handsome bribe to rig some documents to make him appear to be a
native of the
planet. He’d been purposely vague and careless with the IMC
applications in
order to stall off any inquiries until all was ready. All he could do
now was
hope.
“Question,” Dalt said. Webst
looked up. “Why a psychiatrist to meet me rather than someone from the
microbiology department?”
“Protocol, I guess. Dr. Hyne is
head of the micro department but he’s on vacation. It’s
customary to have an important new man – and you fall into
that category – welcomed by a departmental head. And I’m head of psych.”
“I
see,”
Dalt nodded. “But when do I –” [64]
Webst’s phone buzzed. “Yes?” The
word activated the screen and a
technician’s face appeared.
“Private message, Doctor.”
Webst picked up the earpiece and
swung the screen face away from
Dalt. “Go ahead.” He listened, nodded, said, “I’ll be right over,” and
hung up.
“Have you had breakfast yet?” he
asked Dalt, whose headshake left little doubt about the current, state
of his
stomach. “Okay, why don’t you make yourself at home at that table
behind you
and punch in an order. I’ve got
to go check out some equipment – should only take me a few minutes.
Relax and
enjoy the meal; we have an excellent commissary and the local hens lay
delicious eggs.” He gave a short wave and was gone.
(“May the god of empty stomachs
bless and keep him!”) Pard remarked as Dalt punched in an order. (“No
dinner
last night and no breakfast this morning – very careless.”)
Dalt waited hungrily. Couldn’t be
helped.
(“I like Webst,”) Pard said as a
steaming tray popped out of a slot
in the wall. (“He seems rather unpretentious and it would be easy for a
young
man in such a high position to be otherwise.”)
I didn’t notice either way. Dalt began to eat with gusto.
(“That’s the nice part – he
doesn’t make a show of his unpretentiousness. It seemed very natural
for him to
personally bring you in from the waiting room, didn’t it? But think:
Most
departmental heads would prefer to have the receptionist open the door
and let
you come to them. This man made an effort to make
you feel at home.”)
Maybe he just hasn’t been a head
long enough and doesn’t know
how to act like one.
(“I have a
feeling, Steve, that Dr. Webst is at the
top of his
field and knows it and can act
any way he damn well pleases.”)
Webst returned then, appearing
preoccupied. He went directly to his desk, seated himself, and stared
at Dalt
for a long moment with a puzzled expression playing over his face.
“What’s the matter?” Dalt asked,
finally.
“Hmmm? He shook himself. “Oh,
nothing. a technical
problem ... I think.” He paused.
“Tell you what: Everybody over in [65] microbiology is rather tied up
today – why don’t you come with me over to psychiatry and I’ll show you
around.
I know you’re anxious to get to see micro –”
(“Not really,”) Pard interjected.
“– but at least this way you can
start to get a feel for IMC.”
Dalt shrugged. “Fine with me. Lead
the way.”
Webst seemed very pleased with
Dalt’s acquiescence and ushered him out a rear door to a small carport.
(“He’s lying to us, Steve.”)
I had that feeling, too. You think
we’re in trouble?
(“I doubt it. He’s such a terrible
liar, it’s unlikely that he’s had much practice at it. He just wants to
get us
over to the psych department, so let’s play along and see what he has
in mind.
This just may lead to a chance to get out of microbes and into another
field.
Can you dredge up any interest in mental illness?” )
Not a particularly overwhelming
amount.
(“Well, start asking questions
anyway. Show a little interest!”)
Yasser!
“– nice weather, so I think we’ll
take the scenic tour,” Webst was saying. “When it rains, which isn’t
that
often, we have a tunnel system you can use. A dome was planned
initially, but
the weather proved to be so uniform that no one could justify the
expense.”
The small ground car glided out
over the path and the combination of warm sunlight, a cool breeze
through the
open cab, and a full belly threatened to put Dalt to sleep. At a
leisurely pace
they passed formations of low buildings, clean and graceful, with
intricate
gardens scattered among them.
(“Questions, Steve,”) Pard
prompted.
Right. “Tell me, Doctor – if I may be so
bold – what sort of astronomical sum did IMC have to pay for such a
huge tract
of land so close to the centre of town?”
Webst smiled. “You forget that IMC
was here before you and I were born –”
(“Speak for yourself, sir.”)
“– and the town was only a village
at the time Central was started. Spoonerville, in fact, grew up around
IMC.”
“Well, it’s beautiful, I must
say.” [66]
“Thank you. We’re proud
of it.”
Dalt drank in a passing garden,
then asked, “What’s going on in psychiatry these days? I thought mental
illness
was virtually a thing of the past. You have the enzymes and –”
“The enzymes only control
schizophrenia – much the
same as insulin controlled diabetics before beta-cell grafts. There’s
no cure
as yet and I don’t foresee one for quite some time.” His voice lapsed
unconsciously into a lecture tone. “Everyone thought a cure was
imminent when
Schimmelpenninck isolated the enzyme-substrate chains in the limbic
system of
the brain. But that was only the beginning. Different types and degrees
of
schizophrenia occur with breaks at different loci along the chains; but
environmental history appears to be equally important.”
Webst paused as the car rounded a
corner and had to wait for an automatic gate to slide open. Then they
were in
an octagonal courtyard with people scattered here and there, in groups
or
alone, talking or soaking up the sun.
“These are our ambulatory
patients,” he replied to Dalt’s questioning glance. “We give them’ as
much
freedom as possible, but we also try to keep them from wandering off.
They’re
all harmless and they’re all here voluntarily.” He cleared his throat.
“But
where was I?... Oh, yes. So it all boils down to a delicate balance
between
chemistry, intellect, and environment. If the individual has learned
how to
handle stress, he can often minimize the psychotic effects of a major
break in
the enzyme chains. If he hasn’t, however, even a minor break at the
terminus of
a chain can throw his mind off the deep end.”
He gave a short laugh. “But we
still really don’t know what we’re talking about when we say mind. We can improve its
function and grasp of reality with our drugs and teaching techniques,
but it
remains a construct that defies quantitative analysis.”
He guided the vehicle into a slot
next to a large blue building and stepped out. “And then, of course,
there are
the chemonegative psychotics – all their enzyme chains seem to be
intact but
they are completely divorced from reality. Victims of the so-called
‘horrors.’
They’re the one’s we’re working on here in Big Blue, where we keep our
intractable patients.” Webst said as he passed his hand over a [67]
plate set
in the doorframe. Silently, the first of the double doors slid open and
waited
for them to eater, and it was not until the first was completely secure
in its
closed position, that the second began to move.
“Are they dangerous in here?” Dalt
asked uneasily.
“Only to themselves. These
patients are totally cut off from reality and anything could happen to
them if
they got loose.”
“But what’s wrong with them? I saw
a man go into one of these fits on the orbit station.”
Webst twisted his mouth to the
side. “Unfortunately, these aren’t ‘fits’ that come and go. The victim
gets hit
with whatever it is that hits him, screams hysterically, and spends the
rest of
his life – at least we assume so, although the first recorded case was
only ten
years ago – cut off from the rest of the world. Cases are popping up on
every
planet in the Federation. It’s even rumoured that the Tarks are having
problems
with it. We need a breakthrough.”
Webst paused, then said, “Let’s
look in here.” He opened a door marked 12 and allowed Dalt to precede
him into
the room. It was a nicely appointed affair with a bed, two chairs, and
indirect
lighting. And it was empty, or at least Dalt thought it was until Webst
directed his attention to a corner behind one of the chairs. A young
girl of no
more than eighteen years crouched there in a shivering state of abject
terror.
“First name: Sally,” Webst
intoned. “We dubbed her that. Last name: Ragna – that’s the planet on
which she
was found. A typical ‘horrors’ case. We’ve had her for one and a half
standard
years and we haven’t been able to put even a chink into that wall of
terror.”
Webst went to a plate in the wall
by the door and waved his hand across it. “This is Dr. Webst. I’m in
room
twelve with Mr. Dalt.”
“Thank
you, Doctor,”
said a male voice. “Would you mind
stepping down the hall a minute?”
“Not at all,” he replied, and
turned to Dalt. “Why don’t you stay here and try to talk to Sally while
I see
what they want. She’s perfectly harmless, wouldn’t – couldn’t – hurt
anyone or
anything, and that’s the crux of her problem. We’ve normalized her
enzymes and
have tried every psychotropic agent known to break her shell, with [68]
no
results. We’ve even gone so far as to reinstitute the ancient methods
of
electroconvulsive therapy and insulin shock.” He sighed. “Nothing. So
try to
talk to her and see what we’re up against”
With Webst gone, Dalt turned his
attention to the girl.
(“Pitiful, isn’t it?) Pard said.
Dalt did not reply. He was staring
at a girl who must have been attractive once; her face now wore a
ravaged,
hunted expression that had caused seemingly permanent furrows in her
skin; her
eyes, when not squeezed shut, were opened wide and darting in all
directions.
Her arms were clasped around her knees, which were drawn up to her
chest, and
her hands gripped each other with white-knuckled intensity.
This could be very interesting. Dalt told Pard at
last.
(“It certainly could. I think it
could also be interesting to know what Dr. Webst is up to. He was
obviously
stalling for time when he left us here.”)
Maybe
he wants us for his department.
(“Highly unlikely. To the best of
his knowledge, we are eminently unqualified in this field.”)
“Hello, Sally,” Dalt said.
No reaction.
“Do you hear me, Sally?”
No reaction.
He waved his hand before her eyes.
No reaction.
He clapped his hands loudly and
without warning by her left ear.
No reaction.
He put his hands on her shoulders
and shook her gently but firmly.
No reaction. Not an extra blink,
not a change in expression, not a sound, not the slightest hint of
voluntary
movement.
Dalt rose to his feet and turned
to find Dr. Webst standing in the doorway staring at him.
“Something wrong, Doctor?” Again,
he wore the preoccupied, puzzled expression that did not seem to be at
home on
his face “I don’t think so,” he replied slowly. “Something may be very
[69] right, as a matter of fact. But I’ll have to look
into it a little more.” He looked frustrated. “Would you mind going
over to
personnel for now and straightening out your papers while I try to
straighten
out a few things over here? I know what you’re thinking ... but IMC is
really
much better organized than I’ve demonstrated it to be. It’s just that
we’ve had
some strange occurrences this morning that I’ll explain to you later.
For the
moment, however, I’m going to be tied up.”
Dalt
had no desire to talk to the personnel department. On an impulse, he
asked, “Is
Ellen around?”
Webst
brightened immediately. “Dr. Lettre? Yes, she’s in the next building.”
He
guided Dalt back to the entrance and pointed to a red building on the
other
side of the garden, perhaps twenty meters away. “Her office is right
inside the
far door. I’m sure she’ll be glad to show you around her section, and
I’ll
contact you there later.” He passed his hand over the doorplate and the
inner
door began to move.
(“Nice security system,”)
Pard said as they
strolled past the lolling patients. (“The intercoms and the door-locks
are all
cued to the palms of authorized personnel. Patients stay where you put
them.”)
Unless of course someone gets
violent and decides that the quickest way to freedom is to cut of
someone’s
authorized hand and waltz right out of the complex.
(“Your
sense of humour eludes me at times ... but let’s get to more pressing
matters.”)
Such as?
(“Such
as Webst. At first he lied to get us over to the psychiatry units; now
he seems
anxious to get rid of us and made up some lame excuses to do so. I’d
very much
like to know what he’s up to.”)
Maybe he’s just inefficient and
disorganized.
(“I
assure you, Steve, that man is anything but inefficient. He’s obviously
puzzled
by something and we seem to be implicated”)
He did, however, promise to
explain it all to us later.
(“Correct.
Hopefully, he’ll keep that promise.”)
The
door Webst had pointed out opened easily at Dalt’s touch [70] and did
not lock
after him. He concluded that there must not be any patients quartered
in this
area of the building. On a door to his left was a brass plate engraved
DR ELLEN
LETTRE. He knocked.
“Come
in,” said a familiar voice. El looked almost as beautiful in a gray
smock as
she had in her clingsuit aboard ship.
“Hasn’t
that dictation come through yet?” she asked without looking up. “It’s
been
almost ten minutes.”
“I’m
sure it’ll be along soon,” Dalt said.
El’s
head snapped up and she gave him a smile that he didn’t feel he
deserved after
his cool treatment of her the night before.
“How’d
you get here?” she asked brightly.
“Dr.
Webst showed me the way.”
“You
know him?”
“Since
this morning.”
“Oh? I
thought you were going to be with the microbe–”
Dalt
held up his hand. “It’s a long story which I don’t fully understand
myself, but
I’m here and you said you’d show me around your unit someday. So?”
“Okay.
I was about to take a break anyway. She took him on a leisurely tour of
her
wing of the building where various behaviourist principles were being
put to
work on the rehabilitation of schizophrenics who had successfully
responded to
medical management. Dalt’s stomach was starting to rumble again as they
returned to her office.
“Can I
buy you lunch?”
“You
sure you want to get that involved?” she said with a sidelong glance.
“Okay,”
Dalt laughed, “I deserved that. But how about it? You’ve got to eat
somewhere.”
She
smiled. “I’d love to have you buy me lunch, but first I’ve got to catch
up on a
few things – that ‘break’ I just took was well over an hour long.” She
thought
for a minute. “There’s a place on the square –”
“You
actually have a town square?” Dalt exclaimed.
“It’s a
tradition on Tolive; just about every town has one. The town square is
one of
the very few instances of common ownership [71] on the planet. It is used for public discussion and ... uh ... other
matters of public concern.”
“Sounds like a quaint locale for a restaurant. Should be
nice.”
“It is. Why don’t you meet me there at 13.0. You can familiarize
yourself with the square and maybe catch a little of the flavour of
Tolive.”
The square was near the IMC complex and she told him how to get there,
then
called an orderly to drive him out of the maze of buildings to the
front
entrance.
A cool breeze offset the warmth of the sun
as he walked and when he compared the
vaguely remembered cab trip of the morning to the route El had given
him, he
realized that his hotel was
right off the square. He scrutinized his fellow pedestrians in an
effort to
discern a fashion trend but couldn’t find one. Men wore everything from
briefs
to business jumpers; women could be seen in everything from saris
through
clingsuits to near-nude.
Shops began to proliferate along the street and Dalt
sensed
he was nearing the square. A sign caught his eye: LIN’S LIT in large
letters,
and below, at about a quarter of the size
above, For
the Discerning Viewer.
(“There’s plenty of time before your lunch date. Let’s
see
what they sell on Tolive – you can learn
a lot about a culture’s intellectual climate from
its literature.”)
All right. Let’s see.
They should have been prepared for what was inside by the
card on the door: “Please be advised that the material sold within is
considered by certain people to be obscene –you might be one of those
people.”
Inside they found a huge collection of photos, holos,
telestories, vid cassettes, etc., most devoted to sexual activity.
Categories
ranged from human & human,
through human & alien animal, to human &
alien plant. And then the material took a sick turn.
I’m leaving.
Dalt told Pard.
(“Wait a minute. It’s just starting to get interesting.”)
Not for me.
I’ve had enough.
(“Immortals aren’t supposed to be
squeamish.”)
Well, it’ll be a couple more
centuries before I can stomach some of this junk. So much
for Tolive’s cultural climate! [72]
And out they went to the street again. Half a block on,
they came to the square, which was
actually round. It was more like a
huge traffic circle with the circumference rimmed by shops and small business offices; inside the
circle was a park with grass and trees
and amusement areas for children. A large white structure was set at its hub; from Dalt’s vantage
point it appeared to be some sort of monument or oversized art object
in the
ancient abstract mode.
He wandered into a clothing store and was tempted to make some purchases until he
remembered that he had no credit on Tolive as yet, so he contented
himself with
watching others do the buying. He watched a grossly overweight woman step onto a fitting platform, punch
in a style, fabric weight and colour code, and then wait for the
measuring
sensors to rise out of the floor. A beep
announced that her order was being processed and she stepped down and
took a
seat by the wall to wait for the piece
she had ordered to be custom-made to her specifications.
A neighbouring shop sold pharmaceuticals and Dalt browsed
through aimlessly until he heard a fellow shopper ask for five
hundred-milligram doses of Zemmelar, the trade name for a powerful
hallucinogenic narcotic.
“You sure you know what you’re getting into?” the man
behind
the counter asked. The customer nodded.
“I use it regularly.”
The counterman sighed, took the customer’s credit slips, and punched out the order.
Five cylindrical packages popped onto the counter. “You’re on your
own,” he
told the man who pocketed the order and hurried away.
Glancing at Dalt, the counterman burst out laughing, then
held up his hand as Dalt turned to leave.
“I’m sorry, sir, but by the expression on your face a
moment
ago, you must be an
off-worlder.”
“What’s that supposed to mean?”
“It means that you think you just witnessed a very bold
illegal transaction.”
“Well, didn’t I? That drug is reserved for terminal cases, is it not?”
“That’s what it was developed for,” the man replied.
“Supposed to block out all bodily sensations and accentuate the
patient’s most
[73] pleasant fantasies. When I’m ready
to go, I hope somebody will have the good sense to shoot some of it
into me.”
“But that man said he
uses it regularly.”
“Yeah. He’s an addict
I guess. Probably new in town... never seen him before.”
“But that drug is
illegal!”
“That’s how I know
you’re an off-worlder. You see – there are no illegal drugs on Tolive.”
“That can’t be true!”
“I assure you, sir, it
is. Anything in particular you’d like to order?”
“No,” Dalt said,
turning slowly and walking away. “Nothing, thanks.”
This place will take some getting used to, he
told Pard as they crossed the street to the park and took a seat on the
grass beneath one of the native conifers.
(“Yes. Apparently they
do not have the usual taboos that most of humanity carried with it from
Earth
during the splinter-world period.”)
I think I like some of
those taboos. Some of the stuff in that first
shop was positively degrading. And as for making it
possible for anybody with a
few credits to become a Zem
addict ... I don’t like it.
(“But you must admit
that this appears to be a rather genteel populace. Despite the lack of
a few
taboos traditional to human culture, they all seem quite civilized so
far.
Admit it.”)
All right, I admit it.
Dalt glanced across
the park and noticed that there were a number of people on the white
monument.
Letters, illegible from this distance, had been illuminated on a dark
patch
near the monument’s apex. As he watched, a cylinder arose from the
platform and
extended what appeared to be a stiff, single-jointed appendage with
some sort
of thong streaming from the end. A shirtless young man was brought to
the
platform. There was some milling around, and then his arms were
fastened to an
abutment.
The one-armed machine
began to whip him across his bare back. [74]
VII
“Finish that drink before we talk,” EI said.
“There’s really not much to talk about,” Dalt replied curtly. “I’m getting off this planet
as soon as I can find a ship to take me.”
They drank in silence amid the clatter and chatter of a
busy
restaurant, and Dalt’s thoughts were irresistibly drawn back to that
incredible
scene in the park just as he himself had been irresistibly drawn across
the
grass for a closer look, to try to find some evidence that it was all a
hoax.
But the man’s cries of pain and
the rising welts on his back left little doubt. No one
else in the park appeared to take much notice; some paused to
look at the sign that overhung the tableau, then idly strolled on.
Dalt, too, looked at the sign:
A. Nelso
Accused of
theft of
private ground car
on 6-9.
Convicted of same on 20-9.
Appeal denied.
Sentence of
public punishment to
o.6 Gomler units to be
Administered on
24-9.
The whipping stopped and the sign flashed blank. The man was released from the pillory and
helped from the platform. Dalt was
trying to decide whether the tears in the youth’s eyes were from pain
or
humiliation, when a young, auburn-haired woman of about thirty years
ascended
the platform. She wore a harness
of sorts that covered her breasts and abdomen but left her back
exposed. As
attendants locked her to the pillory, the sign came to life again:
[75-76]
H. T. Hammet
Accused of
theft of
miniature vid set from
retail store on 8-9.
Convicted of
same on 22-9.
Appeal denied.
Sentence of
public punishment to
0.2 Gomler units to be
Administered on 24-9.
The cylinder raised
the lash, swung its arm, and the
woman winced and bit her lower lip. Dalt spun and lurched away.
(“Barbaric!”) Pard said when they had crossed the street
and
were back among the storefronts.
What? No remarks
about being squeamish?
(“Holograms of deviant sexual behaviour posed for by
volunteers are quite different
from public floggings. How can supposedly civilized people allow such
stone-age
brutality to go on?” )
I don’t know and I
don’t care. Tolive has just lost
a prospective citizen.
A familiar figure suddenly caught his eye. It was El.
“Hi!” she said breathlessly. “Sorry I’m late.”
“I didn’t notice,” he said coldly. “I was
too busy watching that atavistic display in the park.”
She grabbed his arm. “C’mon. Let’s eat.”
“I assure you, I’m not hungry.”
“Then at least have
a drink and we’ll talk.” She tugged on his arm.
(“Might as well, Steve. I’d be interested in hearing how
she’s going to defend public floggings.”)
Noting a restaurant sign behind him, Dalt shrugged and
started for the entrance.
“Not there,” El said. “They lost their sticker last week.
We’ll go to Logue’s – it’s about
a quarter-way around,”
El made no attempt at conversation as she led him around to
the restaurant she wanted.
During the walk, Dalt allowed his eyes to stray toward
the park only once. Not a word was spoken between
them until they were seated
inside with drinks before them. [76]
Logue’s modest furnishings and low
lighting were offset by its extravagant employment of
human waiters.
It was not until the waiter had brought Dalt his second drink that he
finally broke the silence.
“You wanted me to see
those floggings, didn’t you, he said, holding her eyes. “That’s what
you meant
about catching ‘a little of the flavour of Tolive.’ Well, I caught more
than a
little, I caught a bellyful!”
Maddeningly patient,
El sipped her drink, then said,
“Just what did you see
that so offended you?”
“I saw floggings!” Dalt
sputtered. “Public floggings!
The kind of thing that
had been abandoned on Earth long
before we ever left there!”
“Would you prefer private floggings?” There was a trace of a smile about her
mouth.
“I would prefer no floggings; and
I don’t appreciate your
sense of
humour. I got a look at that woman’s face and she
was in pain.”
“You seem especially concerned
over the fact that women as well as men were pilloried today.”
“Maybe I’m Just old-fashioned, but
I don’t like to see a
woman
beaten like that.”
El eyed him over her
glass. There are a lot of old-fashioned things about you ... do
you know
that you lapse into an archaic speech pattern when you get
excited?” She shook herself abruptly.
“But we’ll go into that another time;
right now I want to explore your high-handed attitude toward woman.”
“Please –” Dalt began, but she pushed on.
I happen to be as mature, as
responsible, as rational as any man I know, and if I commit a
crime, I want you to assume that I knew exactly what I was doing. I’d
take
anything less as a personal insult.”
“Okay. Let’s
not get sidetracked on that age-old debate. The subject at hand is corporal punishment in a
public place.”
“Was the flogging being done for sport?” El
asked. “Were people standing around and cheering?”
“The answers are
‘no’ and ‘no’ – and don’t start
playing Socrates with me.” [77]
El persisted. “Did the lash slice
deeply into their backs? Were they bleeding? Were they screaming with
pain?”
“Stop the questions! No, they
weren’t screaming and they weren’t bleeding, but they were most
definitely in
pain!”
“Why was this being done to these
people?”
Dalt glared at her calm face for a
long moment. “Why are you doing this?”
“Because I have this feeling that
you’re going to be very important to IMC and I didn’t want you to
quietly slip
away after you read the Contract.”
“The IMC contract? I read that and
there’s nothing –”
“Not that one. The Tolive
Contract.”
“I don’t understand,” Dalt said
with a quick shake of his head.
“I didn’t think you would, I
mean,” she added quickly, “that Dr. Webst was very excited about
something this
morning and I figured he never gave you your copy or explained anything
about
it.”
“Well, you’re right on that
account. I haven’t the vaguest idea of what you’re talking about.”
“Okay, then I’ll take it upon
myself to give you an outline of what you can expect from Tolive and
what Tolive
expects from you. The Contract sounds rather cold and terrible unless
you know
the background of the planet and understand the rationale for some of
the
clauses.”
“I don’t think you should waste
your breath.”
“Yes, you do. You’re interested
now, though you won’t admit it.”
Dalt sighed reluctantly. “I admit
it. But I can’t think of anything you can say that’ll make public
floggings
look good.”
“Just listen.” She finished her
drink and signalled for another. “Like most of the Federation member
planets,
Tolive was once s splinter world. It was settled by a very large group
of
anarchists who left Earth as one of the first splinter colonies. They
bore no
resemblance to the bearded, bomb-throwing stereotype from the old days
of
Earth, nor to the modern-day Broohnins. They merely held that no man
has the
right to rule another. A noble philosophy, wouldn’t you say?”
Dalt gave a noncommitta1 shrug.
“Good. Like most anarchists of
their day, however, they were [78] anti-institutionalists.
This
eventually
caused
some
major
problems.
They
wanted
no
government
at
all:
no
police,
no
courts,
no
jails,
no
public
works.
Everything
was
to
be
handled
by
private
firms.
It
took
a
couple
of
generations
to
set
things
up,
and
it
worked
quite
well
...
at
first.
Then
the
private
police
forces
got
out
of
hand;
they’d band together and take over a town and try to set up some sort
of
neofeudal state. Other police forces had to be hired to come in and
roust them
out, and there’d be a lot of bloodshed and property destruction.” She
paused briefly
as the waiter brought a fresh drink and El recommended that they order
the
vegetable platter.
“So,” she continued, “after this
happened a few too many times, we – my ancestors, that is – decided
that
something had to be done to deal with the barbarians in our midst.
After much
debate, it was finally decided to create a bare minimum of public
institutions:
police, judiciary, penal, and administration.”
“No legislature?”
“No. They balked at creating posts
for men who like to make rules to control other men; the very concept
of a
legislature was suspect – and still is, as far as I’m concerned. I
mean, what
kind of a man is it who wants to spend his life making plans and rules
to alter
or channel lives other than his own? There’s a basic flaw in that kind
of man.”
“It’s not so much a desire to
rule,” Dalt said. “With many it’s merely a desire to be at the centre
of
things, to be in on the big decisions.”
“And those decisions mean power.
They feel they are far better suited to make decisions about your life
than you
are. An ancient Earthman said it best: ‘In every generation there are
those who
want to rule well – but they mean to rule. They promise to be good
masters –
but they mean to be masters.’ His name was Daniel Webster.”
“Never heard of him. But tell me:
how can you have a judiciary if you have no law?”
“Oh, there’s law – Just no
legislature. The minimum necessary legal code was formulated and
incorporated
into the Contract. Local police apprehend those who break the Contract
and
local Judges determine to what extent it has been broken. The penal authority [79] carries out the
sentence, which is either public flogging or
imprisonment.”
“What?” Dalt said
mockingly. “No public executions?”
El found no amusement in his
attitude. “We don’t kill people – someone just may be
innocent.”
“But you flog them! A person could die
on that pillory!”
“That pillory is
actually a highly sophisticated physiological monitor that
measures physical pain in Gomler
units. The judge decides how
many Gomler units should be administered and the machine decides when
that
level has been reached relative to the individual in the pillory. If
there are any signs of danger, the sentence
is immediately terminated.” They paused
as the waiter placed the cold vegetable platters before them.
“He goes to prison then, I guess,” Dalt
said, eagerly biting into a
mushroom-shaped tomato. Delicious.
“No. If he’s undergone that much stress, he’s considered
a
paid-up customer. Only our violent criminals go to jail.”
Dalt looked bewildered. “Let me get this straight:
Nonviolent criminals receive corporal punishment while violent criminals are merely locked away?
That’s a ridiculous paradox!”
“Not really. Is it better to take a young man such as the car thief out there
today and lock him up with armed robbers,
killers, and kidnappers? Why force a sneak thief to consort with
barbarians and
learn how to commit bigger and better crimes? We decided to break that
old
cycle. We prefer to put him through a little physical pain and a lot of
public
humiliation for a few minutes, and then let him go. His
life is his own again, with no pieces missing. Our
system is apparently working because
our crime rate is incredibly low
compared to other planets. Not out of fear, either, but because we’ve
broken
the crime-imprisonment-crime-imprisonment cycle. Recidivism is extremely low here!”
“But your violent criminals are merely sent to prison?”
“Right, but they’re not allowed to consort with one
another. The prison has historically acted as
a nexus for the criminal subculture and so we decided to dodge that
pitfall. We
make no attempt at rehabilitation – that’s the individual’s job. The
purpose of
the prison [80] on Tolive is to isolate the violent criminal from peaceful citizens and to punish
him by temporarily or permanently depriving him of his freedom. He has
a choice
of either solitary confinement or
of being blocked and put to work on a
farm.”
Dalt’s eyes were wide “A work
farm! This sounds like the Dart Ages!”
“It’s preferable to reconditioning him into
a socially acceptable little robot, as is done on other, more
‘enlightened’
planets. We don’t believe in
tampering with a man’s mind against his will; if he requests a mind
block to
make subjective time move more quickly, that’s his decision.”
“But work farms!”
“They have to help
earn their keep some way. A
blocked prisoner has almost no volition; consequently, the farm
overhead is
low. He’s put to work at simple agrarian tasks that are better done by
machine,
but this manages to defray some of the cost of housing and clothing
him. When
the block is finally removed – as is done once a year to give him the
option of
remaining blocked or returning to solitary – he is usually in better
physical
condition than when he started. However, there’s a piece of his life
missing
and he knows it ... and he doesn’t soon forget. Of course, he may never
request
a block if he wishes to press
his case before the court – but he spends his time in solitary,
away from other criminals.”
“Seems awful harsh,” Dalt muttered
with a slow shake of his head.
El shrugged. “They’re harsh men.
They’ve used physical force or the threat of it to get what they want and we don’t take kindly to
that on Tolive. We insist that
all relationships be devoid of physical coercion. We are totally free and therefore totally responsible for
our actions – and we hold each
other very close to that
responsibility. It’s in the
Contract.”
“But who is
this Contract with?”
(“It’s ‘whom’.”) Pard
interjected.
Silence!
“Tolive.” El replied.
“You mean the
Tolivian government?” [81]
“No, the planet itself. We
declared our planet a person; just as corporations were declared legal
entities
many centuries ago.”
“But why the planet?”
“For the sake of immutability. In
brief: All humans of sound mind must sign the Contract within six
months of
their twentieth birthday – an arbitrary age; they can sign beforehand
if they
wish – or on their arrival on the planet. The Contract affirms the
signer’s
right to pursue his own goals without interference from the government
or other
individuals. In return for a sum not to exceed more than five per cent
of his
annual income, this right will be protected by the agents of the planet
– the
police, courts, et cetera. But if the signer should inject physical
coercion or
the threat of it into any relationship, be must submit to the customary
punishments; which we’ve already discussed. The Contract cannot be
changed by
future generations, thus we safeguard human rights from the tamperings
of the
fools, do-gooders, and power-mongers who have destroyed every free
society that
has ever dared to rear its head along the course of human history.”
Dalt paused. “It all sounds so
noble, yet you make a dangerous drug like Zemmelar freely available and
you
have stores that sell the most prurient, sick material I’ve ever seen.”
“It’s sold because there are
people who want to buy it.” El replied with another shrug. “If a signer
wants
to pollute his body with chemicals in order to visit an artificial
Nirvana,
that’s his business. The drugs are available at competitive prices, so
he
doesn’t have to steal to feed his habit; and he either learns how to
handle his
craving or he takes a cure, or he winds up dead from an overdose. And
as for
prurience, I suppose you stopped in at Lin’s – he’s our local
pornographer. All
I’ll say about that is that I’m not for telling another individual how
to enjoy
himself … but didn’t you hunt up any other lit shops? There’s a big one
on the
square that sells nothing but classics: from The
Republic to No Treason to The
Rigrod Chronicles; from Aristotle to Hugo to Heinlein to
Borjay. And
down on Ben Tucker Drive
is a shop specializing in new Tolivian works. But you never bothered to
look
for them.”
“The scene in the park cut short
my window shopping,” Dalt replied [82] tersely. They ate in silence for
a
moment and Pard took the opportunity to intrude.
(“What’re you thinking?”)
I’m thinking that I don’t know
what to think.
(“Well, in the meantime, ask her
about that tax.”)
Good idea! Dalt swallowed a
mouthful and cleared his throat “How do you justify a tax in a
voluntary
society?”
“It’s in the Contract. A ceiling
of five per cent was put on it because; if a government spends much
more than
that, it’s doing more than it should.”
“But you don’t even have any
government to speak of; how does it spend even that much?”
“Federation dues, mostly: We have
no army so we have to depend on the Fed Patrol for protection from
external
threat. The rest of the expenses go to the police, judiciary, and so
on. We’ve
never reached five per cent, by the way.”
“So it’s not a completely
voluntary society, then.” Dalt stated.
“Signing the Contract is
voluntary, and that’s what counts.” She ran her napkin across her
mouth. “And
now I’ve got to run. Finish your meal and take your time and think
about what
we’ve discussed. If you want to stay, Webst will probably be waiting
back at
the complex. And don’t worry about the bill ... it’s on me today.” She
leaned
over, brushed her lips against his cheek, and was gone before Dalt
could say a
word.
(“Quite an exit.”) Pard said with
admiration.
Quite a woman.
Dalt replied, and went back to eating.
(“Still ready to take the first
shuttle out of here?”)
I don’t know. Everything seems to
fit together in some weirdly logical way.
(“Nothing weird about it at all.
It works on the principle that humans will act responsibly if you hold
them
responsible for their actions. I find it rather interesting and want to
spend
some time here; and unless you want to start the fiercest argument of
our
partnership, you’ll agree.”)
Okay. We’ll stay.
(“No argument?”) [83]
None. I want to get to know El a little – a lot! – better.
(“Glad to hear it.”)
And the funny thing is: the more
time I spend with her, the less she reminds me of Jean.
(“That’s because she’s really
nothing at all like Jean; she’s far more mature, far more intelligent.
As a
matter of fact, Ellen Lettre is one of the more fascinating things on
this
fascinating planet.”)
Dalt’s lack of response as he
cleared his plate was tacit agreement. On the way out, his eye was
caught by a
golden seal on the door. It read: “Premises, kitchen, and food quality
graded
Class I by Nauch & Co., Inc.” The date of the most recent
inspection was
posted below.
(“I guess that’s the Tolivian
equivalent of a department of public health,”) Pard said. (“Only this
Nauch is
probably a private company that works on a subscription basis. When you
think
about – “)
Pard paused as a ground car
whined to a halt before the restaurant and Dr. Webst leaped out. He
looked
relieved at the sight of Dalt.
“Glad I found you,” he said as he
approached. “I met Dr. Lettre
back at the complex and asked
her when you were coming back; she said she wasn’t sure if you were
coming back
at all.”
“That was a possibility.”
“Well, look, I don’t know what
this is all about, but you must
come back to the complex with me
immediately.”
Dalt stiffened. “You’re not
trying to make an order out of that, I hope.”
“No, of course not. It’s just
that I’ve made some startling discoveries about you that may have great
medical
significance. I’ve
doubled-checked everything.”
“What are you talking about?”
Dalt had a sudden uneasy feeling.
Webst grabbed Dalt’s arm and
guided him toward the car. “I’m babbling, I know, but I’ll explain
everything
on the way over to the complex.” He paused in midstride. “Then again,
maybe it’s you who should do the
explaining.”
“Me?” Dalt was genuinely puzzled.
“Yes.
Just who
or what are you, Mr. Dalt?” [84]
VIII
“This is my psi pattern,” Webst said, pointing to an irregular red line undulating across the
viewscreen in his office. “It shows the low level of activity found in
the
average human – nothing special
about my psi abilities. Now, when we focus the detector on you, look
what
happens.” He touched a panel and two green lines
appeared on the screen. The one at the lower end was very
similar to Webst’s and occasionally superimposed itself on it at
certain
points.
“That’s what I expected from you: another normal pattern.
And I got it ... but what the hell is
that?” He was pointing to the large, smoothly flowing sine-wave
configuration
in the upper part of the screen. “We have tried this out on thousands
of
individuals and I have never once seen a pattern that even vaguely
approximates
that, neither in configuration nor in amplitude.
“Whatever it is,”
Webst continued as he blanked the
screen, “it seems to like you, ’cause it goes where you go. At
first I
thought it was a malfunction,
that’s why I brought you over to Big Blue, where we have another model.
But the same pattern appeared as
soon as you walked into the
building – and disappeared as soon as
you left. So, what have you got to say for yourself, Mr. Dalt?”
Dalt shrugged with convincing bafflement. “I really don’t
know what to say.” Which was true. His mind raced in an attempt to give
Webst,
obviously an expert in psionics, a plausible but fictitious
explanation. The
machine in question was a fairly recent development of IMC research –
it
detected levels of psionic capacity, even in the nascent stage, and was
planned
for interplanetary marketing to the psi
schools which were springing up on every planet. The current thrust of
Webst’s
research was in the field of psionics and psycho-therapy, so he took
the
liberty of screening for psi ability everyone who entered his office.
He felt
he had hit pay dirt with Dalt.
“You mean to say that you’ve never had any inkling of psi
ability?” Webst asked. Dalt shook his head. “Well then, are there any
blank
spots in your memory ... do you ever find yourself somewhere and can’t
recall
how you got there?” [85]
“What are you driving at?”
“I’m looking for a dissociative
reaction or a second personality – something, anything, to explain that
second
level of activity. I don’t want to alarm you,” he said gently, “but
you’re only
allowed one: one mind, one psi level. The only conclusion I can draw is
that
you either have two minds or the most unusual single mind in the
galaxy.”
(“He was right the first time.”)
I know, but what do we do?
(“Play dumb, of course. We wanted
to get out of microbiology and into psych – this may be our chance.”)
Dalt mulled this over. Finally,
“This is all very interesting, Dr. Webst, but quite meaningless as far
as my
professional life is concerned.” That
should put the conversation on
the track we want.
“That’s what I’d like to discuss
with you,” Webst replied. “If I can get a release from Dr. Hyne, would
you be
interested in spending some time with my department assisting us with
some
experiments?”
“Just what kind of experiments?”
Webst came around his desk to
stand before Dalt. “I’ve been trying to find a use for psionics in
psychotherapy.
We are daily trying to probe the minds of these so-called horrors cases
in an
effort to find out why they don’t respond to conventional therapy. I
have no
doubt that it’s the path of the future – all we need is the right
technology
and the right psi talents.
“Remember Sally Ragna? The girl
who hides in the corner and no known psychotherapy can reach? That’s
the kind
of patient I’m after. We’ve developed an instrument to magnify psi
powers, and
right now a man with one per cent of your aptitude is trying to get a
look
inside her mind.”
Webst suddenly stiffened and his
eyes burned into Dalt. “Right now! Would you come over to Big Blue
right now
and give it a try? All I want you to do is take a quick look – just go
in and
out, no more!”
(“This is our chance,”) Pard
urged. (“Take it!”) He was obviously anxious to give it a try.
“All right,” said Dalt, who had a
few reservations lurking in the back of his mind. “Might as well give
it a try
and see if anything at all can be done.” [86]
In Big Blue they seated him before
Sally Ragna, who wasn’t cringing now, due to heavy sedation. The psi
booster
Webst had mentioned, a gleaming silver disk, was slung above them.
This is a waste of time, Dalt told Pard.
(“I don’t think so. I’ve learned
one thing, anyway: That machine of Webst’s isn’t worth a damn – I’m not
getting
a bit of boost from it. But I don’t think I’ll need it. I’ve made a few
probes
using the same technique I played with on the liner and I’m meeting
with very
little resistance. I’m sure I can get in. One thing, though ... I’m
going to
have to take you with me.”)
I don’t know if I like that.
(“It’s necessary, I’m afraid. I’ll
need every ounce of reserve function to stay oriented once I get in
there, and
I may even have to draw on your meagre psi power.”)
Dalt hesitated. The thought of
confronting madness on its own ground was deeply frightening. His
stomach
lurched as he replied, Okay, let’s
do it. But be careful!
(“I’m frightened too, friend.”)
The thought flashed across Dalt’s
mind that he had never before considered the possibility of Pard being
frightened of anything. Concerned, yes ... but frightened –
The thought disappeared as his
view of Sally Ragna and the room around them swirled away and he
entered the
place where Sally was spending her life:
/countless scintillating pinpoints of light that
somehow gave off no
illumination
poured into treelike shapes/
/a sky of violet shot through with crimson flashes that throw
shadows in paradoxical directions/
/an overall dimness that half
obscures living fungus forms that crawl and leap and hang from the pointillistic
trees/
/moving
forward now/
/past
a cube of water with schools of fish
each made of two opposing tails
swimming forever in stasis/
/mountains crumble to the right/
/breach-born ahead is a similar range/
/which disappears as they
step off a sudden precipice and
float through a dank forest and
are surrounded by peering,
glowing, unblinking yellow eyes/
/descent/
/to a desert road stretching
emptily and limitlessly ahead/
/and suddenly
a town has sprung up around them, its
buildings built at impossible
[87] angles/
/a stick man walks up
and smiles as his form fills out and then swells, bloats, and
ruptures, spewing mounds of writhing
maggots upon the ground/
/the face and body begin to dissolve but the mouth
remains,
growing larger and nearer/
/it opens to show its double rows of curved teeth/
/and growing still larger it moves upon them, enveloping them, closing upon
them
with a SNAP/
Dalt next found himself on the floor with Webst and a
technician bending over him. But it was Pard who awakened him.
(“Get up, Steve! Now! We’ve got to go back in there as soon as possible!” )
Dalt rose slowly to his feet and brushed his palms. “I’m
all
right,” he told Webst. “Just slipped out of the chair.” And to Pard: You must be kidding!
(“I assure you, I am not. That was a jolting experience,
and
if we don’t go back immediately; that constructed reality in there will
probably build up a reflex
resistance that will keep us out in the future.”)
That’s fine with me.
(“But we can do something for this girl; I’m sure of it,”)
Dalt waved Webst and his technician away. “I’m going to
try
again,” he muttered, and repositioned himself before the girl. Okay, Pard. I’m
trusting you.
/and then they were in a green-fogged bog as ochre hands
reached up for them from the rank
marsh grasses to try
to poll them into the quicksand/
/the sun suddenly appeared overhead but am quickly muffled
by the fog/
/it persisted, however, and slowly the fog began to thin and burn
away/
/the land tilted then and the
marsh began to drain/
/the rank grasses
began to wither and die in the sun/
/slowly a green carpet
of neatly trimmed grass
unrolled about them, covering
and smothering the
ever-clutching hands/
/a giant, spheroid
boulder rolled in from the horizon at dazzling speed
and threatened to overrun them until a chasm yawned
suddenly before it and
swallowed it/
/dark things crept toward them from all
’sides, trailing
dusk behind them/
/suddenly a high,
smooth, safe wall encircled them
and sunlight prevailed/ [88]
Dalt was suddenly back in the room again with
Sally Ragna, only this time he was seated
on the chair instead of the floor.
(“We’ll leave her in that sanctuary by herself for a few
minutes while I get the lay of the land here.”)
You made all those changes, then?
(“Yes, and it was easier than I thought it would be. I
met a
lot of resistance at first when I tried to bring the sun out, but once I accomplished that, I seemed to
be in full control. There were a couple
of attempts to get at her again, but they were
easily repulsed.”)
What now?
(“Now that we’ve
made her comfortable in her sylvan nunnery – which
is as unreal as the horror show she’s
lived in all these years, but
completely unthreatening – we’ll
bring her back to reality.”)
Ah, but what is
reality?
(“Please, Steve. I haven’t time for
such a
sophomoric question. Just go
along with me, and for a working
definition we’ll just say that reality
is what trips you up when
you walk around with your eyes
closed. But no more talk ... now comes
the hard part. Up until now we’ve been seeing what she
sees; the task at hand is
to reverse that situation. Here goes.”)
They were back in again as Pard’s apparent benign reconstruction had held – but change
began almost immediately:
/The sunlit high,
smooth, wall encircled them/
/the wall dissolved into a
smooth grassy sward that stretched to the far horizon/
/a bare green panel first
appeared to the left;/
/then three more panels formed
to box them in/
/... a lighted ceiling with an
odd piece of metallic machinery appeared to overhung them/
/… and there, just a short distance
before them, sat a man with a golden
hand and a flamestone slung at his throat, whose dark hair was
interrupted by a
patch of silver at the crown/
A sudden blurring and they were
looking at
Sally again. Only this time she was looking back
– and smiling. As tears slid
down her cheeks, the smile faded and she collapsed into
unconsciousness. [89]
IX
“You’ve done something,” Webst
said later at the office after Sally had been examined and returned to
her bed,
“something beneficial. Can’t be sure just yet, but I can smell it! Did
you see
her smile at you? She’s never smiled before. Never!”
Webst’s enthusiasm whirled past
Dalt without the slightest effect. He was tired, tired as he’d never
been
before. There was a vague feeling of dissociation, too; he’d visited
the mind
of another and had returned home to find himself subtly altered by the
experience.
“Well, I certainly hope I didn’t
go through all that for nothing.”
“I’m sure you didn’t.” said a
voice behind him. He turned to see El walking across the room. “She’s
sleeping
now,” she said, sliding easily into a chair, “and without a hypnotic.
You’ve
gotten through to her, no question about it.”
Webst leaned forward on his desk.
“But just what is it you’ve done?” he asked intently. “What did you see
in
there?”
Dalt opened his mouth to protest,
to put off all explanations and descriptions until tomorrow, but Pard
cut him
off.
(“Tell them something. They’re
hungry for information.”)
How can I describe all ... that?
(“Try. Just skim the details.”)
Dalt gave a halting summary of
what they had seen and done, then: “In conclusion, it’s my contention
that the
girl’s underlying lesion was not organic but conceptual. Her sense of
reality
was completely aberrant, but as to how this came to be, I do not know.”
He
hesitated and El thought she saw him shudder ever so slightly. “For a
moment I
got the feeling that I was working against something ... something dark
and
very alien, just over the horizon. At one point I thought I actually
touched
it, or it reached for me, or –” He shook himself. “I don’t know. Maybe
it was
part of her fantasy complex. Anyway, what matters is that she was a
very sick
girl and I think I’ve helped her.”
“I take it, then,” Webst said,
“that we can assume that these [90] acute, unremitting, chemonegative
schizophrenics are actually only conceptually deranged. Okay, I’ll buy
that.
But why are they deranged?”
Dalt remembered the dark thing he
had sensed in Sally’s mind and the word “imposed” rushed into his
thoughts, but
he pushed it away. “Can’t help you there as yet. But let’s get her back
on her
feet and worry about why it happened later on. Chemotherapy was no good
because
her enzyme chains are normal; and psychotherapy has been useless
because, as
far as this patient was concerned, the psychotherapist didn’t exist.
Apparently, only a strong psionic thrust and subsequent reconstruction
of the
fantasy world is of any value. And by the way, her mind was extremely
easy to
enter. Perhaps in erecting an impenetrable barrier against reality, it
left
itself completely open to psionics.”
EI and Webst were virtually
glowing with the exhilaration of discovery. “This is incredible!” Webst
declared. “A whole new direction in psychotherapy! Mr. Dalt, I don’t
know how
we can repay you!”
(“Tell him what he can pay you.”)
We
can’t take money for helping that poor
girl!
(“He’s going to ask you to do it
again ... and again. That was no sylvan picnic in there – it’s risky
business.
I won’t allow us to enter another mind unless we’re compensated for it.
Value
given for value received, remember?”)
That’s crass.
(“That’s life. Something that
costs nothing is usually worth the price.”)
That’s trite.
(“But true. Quote him a figure.”)
Dalt thought for a moment, then
said, “I’ll require a fee for Sally ... and any others you want me to
try.” He
named a sum.
“That sounds reasonable.” Webst
nodded. “I won’t dicker with you.”
El’s face reflected amusement
tinged with amazement. “You’re full of surprises, aren’t you?”
Webst smiled too. “He’s welcome to
every credit we can spare if he can bring those horrors patients
around. We’ll
even try to get a [91] bigger budget. I’ll talk to Dr. Hyne and have
you
transferred to this department; meanwhile, there’s an ethical question
you
should consider. You are in effect performing an experimental procedure
on
mentally incompetent patients who are incapable of giving their
consent.”
“What about their guardians?”
“These patients have no guardians,
no identity. And a guardian would be irrelevant as far as the ethical
question
is concerned – that is up to you.
In the physician role, you’ve got to decide whether an experimental
procedure –
or even an established procedure – will have a greater chance of
benefiting the
patient than doing harm to him, and whether the possible benefits are
worth the
risk. And the patient must come first; not humanity, not science, but
the patient. Only you can
decide.”
“I made that decision before I
invaded Sally,” Dalt replied with a touch of acid. “The gains were
mutual: I
would learn something, she would, hopefully, receive therapeutic value.
The
risks, as far as I could foresee, would all be mine.”
Webst considered this. “Mr. Dalt,”
he said finally, “I think you and I are going to get along just fine.”
He
extended his hand and Dalt grasped it firmly.
EI came to his side and hooked her
arm around his. “Welcome to the department,” she said with a half smile
tugging
at the corners of her mouth. “This is quite a turnaround from the man
who swore
a few hours ago that he was taking the next shuttle out.”
“I haven’t forgotten that episode,
believe me. I can’t quite accept the code you Tolivians live by as yet,
but I
think I’d like to stick around and see if it works as well as you say
it does.”
The viewphone had beeped again
while they were talking. Webst took the call, then suddenly headed for
the
door. “That was Big Blue – Sally just woke up and asked for a drink of
water!”
Nothing more needed to be said; El and Dalt immediately fell in behind him as he made his way to the
carport.
The last sanguine rays of the sun
slipping into the plaza found the ambulatory patients clustered in
hushed,
muttering knots. And all eyes suddenly became riveted on the car that
held
Webst, Dalt, and El as it pulled up beside Big Blue. An elderly woman
broke
[92] away
from a small group and came forward, squinting at the trio in the
waning light.
“It’s him!” she cried hoarsely as
she reached the car. “He’s got the silver patch of hair, the
flamestone, and
the golden hand that heals!” She clutched the back of Dalt’s suit as he
turned
away. “Touch me with your healing hand!” she cried. “My mind is sick and only you can help me!
Please! I’m not as sick as Sally was!”
“No, wait!” Dalt said, whirling
and shrinking away. “It doesn’t
work that way!”
But the woman seemed not to hear
him, repeating, “Heal me! Heal me!” And over her
shoulder he could see the other patients in the plaza crowding forward.
Webst was suddenly at his side, his face
close, his eyes shining in the fading
darkness.
“Go ahead,” he whispered excitedly, “touch her. You don’t have to do
anything else, just reach out that left hand
and lay it on her head.”
Dalt hesitated; then, feeling
foolish, pressed the heel of his palm
against her forehead. The woman covered her face
at his touch and scurried away, muttering, “Thank you, thank
you,” through her hands.
With that, it was as if a dam had
burst. The patients were suddenly swirling all
around him and Dalt found himself engulfed by a torrent of outstretched
hands
and cries of, “Heal me! Heal me! Heal me! Heal me!” He was pushed,
pulled, his
clothes and limbs were plucked
at, and it was only with great dif8culty that El and Webst managed to
squeeze
him through the press of supplicants and into the quiet of Big Blue.
“Now you know why he’s at the top
of his profession, El said
softly, nodding her head toward Webst as she pressed a drink into
Dalt’s hand,
a hand that even now, in the security of Big Blue, betrayed a slight
but
unmistakable tremor. The experience in the plaza had unnerved him – the
hands,
the voices, reaching and crying for him in the twilight, seeking relief from the psychological and
physiological afflictions
burdening them; the incident,
though only moments past, was becoming
increasingly surreal in retrospect.
He shook himself and took a deep
gulp of the drink “I don’t follow.” [93]
“The way he sized up the situation
immediately as mass hysteria and put it to good use: the enormity of
placebo
effect in medicine has never been fully appreciated, even to this day.
There
were a lot of chronically ill patients in that plaza who had heard of a
man who
performed a miraculous cure and they all wanted a piece of that miracle
for
themselves.”
“But how did they find out?”
El laughed. “The grapevine through
these wards could challenge a subspace laser for speed of transmission!”
Webst flicked off the viewphone
from which he had been receiving a number of hurried reports, and
turned to
them, grinning. “Well, the blind see, the deaf hear, and the lame
walk,” he
announced, then burst out laughing at the horrified expression on
Dalt’s face.
“No, nothing as dramatic as that, I’m afraid, but we have had a few
remarkable
symptomatic remissions.”
“Not because of me!” Dalt snapped,
his tone betraying annoyance. “I didn’t do a thing – those people only
think I
did.”
“Exactly! You didn’t cure them
per se, but you did act as a catalyst through which the minds of those
people
could gain some leverage on their bodies.”
“So I’m a faith-healer, in other
words.”
“Out in the plaza, you were – and
still are, now more than ever. We have a rare opportunity here to study
the
phenomenon of the psychosomatic cure, something which fascinates the
student of
behaviour more than anything else. It’s the power of the mind over the
body in
action ... we know almost nothing of the dynamics of the relationship.”
(“I could tell them a few things
about that.”) Pard muttered.
You’ve said quite enough tonight,
friend.
“And you’re a perfect focal
point,” Webst added. “You have a genuine healing ability in a certain
area, and
this along with an undeniably unique appearance evidently works to give
you an
almost messianic aura in susceptible minds.”
(“Defensively worded in the best
scientific tradition.”)
Webst continued in lowered tones,
talking to himself more than to anyone else. “You know, I don’t see why
the
same phenomenon couldn’t be duplicated on any other planet in the human
system,
[94] and on a much larger scale. Every planet has its share of horrors
cases
and they’re all looking for a way to handle them. If we limit the
amount of
information we release – such as keeping your identity a secret – the
inevitable magnification that occurs with word-of-mouth transmission
will have
you raising the dead by the time you finish your work here. And by then
every
human planet will be clamouring for your services. And while you’re
reconstructing sick minds, Dr. Lettre and I will be carefully observing
the
epiphenomena.”
“Meaning the psychosomatic cures?”
El nodded, getting caught up in
Webst’s vision. “Right. And it would be good for Tolive, too.
He-Who-Heals-Minds – pardon the dramatic phrasing – will come from
Tolive, and
that should counteract some of the smears being spread around.”
“How does that sound, Mr. Dalt...
or should I say, ‘Healer’?”
What do you think?
(“Sounds absolutely wonderful to
me, as long as we don’t start to believe what people will be saying
about us.”)
“Interesting,” Dalt replied
slowly, “very interesting. But why don’t we see how things go here on
Tolive
before, we start star-hopping.” He had a lot of adjustments to make,
physically
and intellectually, if he was going to spend any time here.
“Right!” Webst said, and headed
back to the viewphone. “And I’m sure it’s been a long day for you. I’ll
have
the plaza cleared and you can return to your hotel as soon as you like.”
“That’s not the place I had in
mind,” Dalt muttered to El, “but I guess the sunset’s long gone by now
out
there on the plain.”
El shrugged warmly. “The sunrise
is just as good.” [95]
INTERLUDE:
A
Soliloquy for Two
Can’t you do anything?
(“I’ve already tried ... a number of times. And failed.”)
I didn’t know that. Why didn’t you tell me?
(“I know how much she means to you, so I made the
attempts
on my own. The most recent was yesterday. When you entered her body, I
entered
her mind – that seems to be her most
vulnerable moment.”)
And?
(“The cells won’t respond. I’m unable to exert any
influence
over the components of another body. They simply will not respond.”)
Oh.
A long pause, then an audible sigh.
All things must pass, eh?
(“Except us.”)
Yeah. Except us. [97]
|
YEAR 271
THE HEALER’S advent coincided with a period of political
turmoil within the Federation. The Restructurist movement was agitating
with
steadily increasing influence for a more active role by the Federation
in planetary
and interplanetary affairs. This attitude directly contradicted the
laissez-faire orientation of the organization’s character.
His departure from human affairs occurred as
political friction was
reaching its peak and was as abrupt as his
arrival. Certain scholars claim that he was killed in a liner crash off
Tarvodet, and there is some evidence to support this.
His more fanatical followers, however, insist that he is
immortal and was driven from
his calling by political forces. Their former premise is obviously
ridiculous,
but the latter may well have
some basis in fact.
from The
Healer: Man & Myth
by Emmerz Fent
[98]
|
X
The Healer, the most recognizable
figure in the human galaxy, stood gloved, cloaked, cowled, and
unrecognized
amid the small group of mourners as the woman’s body was tenderly
placed within
the machine that would reduce it to its component elements. He felt no
need for
tears. She had lived her life to the fullest, the letter half of it at
his
side. And when the youth treatments had finally become ineffective and
she’d
begun to notice a certain blurring on the perimeters of her
intellectual
function, she ended her life, calmly and quietly, to insure that she’d
be
remembered by her lover as the proud woman she had always been, not the
lesser
person she might become. And only The Healer, her lover, knew how she
had died.
The wrinkled little man next to
him suspected, of course. And approved. They and the others watched in
silence
as the machine swallowed her body, and all drank deeply of the air
about them
as it became filled with her molecules, each witness trying to
incorporate into
himself a tiny part of a cherished friend.
The old man looked at his
companion, who had never deigned to show a year’s worth of aging in all
the
time he had known him – at least not on the surface. But there had been
strain
and fatigue growing behind the eyes during the past few years. A half
century
of sickness and deformity of mind and body, outstretched hands and
blank eyes
lay behind him and possibly endless years of the same awaited him.
“You look weary, my friend.”
“I am.” The others began to drift
away. “It all seems so futile. For every mind I open, two more are
reported
newly closed. The pressure continually mounts – ‘come to us’ – ‘no,
come to us,
we need you more!’ Everywhere I go I’m preceded by arguments, threats,
[99] and
bribes between vying clinics and
planets. I seem to have become a
commodity.”
The old man nodded with understanding. “Where to now?”
“Into private practice of some sort, I suppose. I’ve
stayed
with IMC this long only because of you... and her. As a matter of fact,
a
certain sector representative is waiting for me now. DeBloise is the name.”
“A Restructurist. Be careful.”
“I will.” The Healer smiled. “But I’ll hear what he has
to
say. Stay well, friend,” he said and walked away.
The wrinkled man gazed wistfully after him. “Ah, if only
I
had your talent for that.”
Sector Representative DeBloise had for some time
considered
himself quite an important man, yet it took him a few minutes to adjust
to the
presence of the individual seated calmly
across the desk from him, a man of unmistakable appearance who
had
gained almost mythical stature in the past few decades: The Healer.
“In brief, sir,”
DeBloise said with the very best of his
public smiles, “we of the Restructurist movement wish to
encourage you
to come to our worlds. You seem to have made a habit of avoiding us in
the
past.”
“That’s because I worked through the IMC network in which
the Restructurist worlds refuse to participate ... something to do with
the
corps’ support of the LaNague charter, I’m told.”
“That’s part of it.” The smile became more ingratiating
as
he said, “Politics seems to work its way into everything, doesn’t it.
But
that’s irrelevant now, since it was the news that you’d no longer be
with IMC
that brought me here to Tolive. I want you to come to Jebinose; our Bureau of Medicine and Research
will pay all your fees.”
“I’m sorry,” The Healer said
slowly, “but I deal only with patients, not with
governments.”
“Well, if you mean to come
to Jebinose and practice independently of the Bureau, I’m afraid we
couldn’t allow that. You see,
we’ve set very high and
very rigid standards for the
practice of [100] medicine on our planet and I’m afraid allowing you
such
license, despite your reputation, would set a bad precedent.”
“If a patient wishes my services, he or his guardian
should be free to engage them. Why should
some bureau have anything to say in the matter?”
“What you ask is
impossible,” DeBloise said with a shake of his head. “Our people must
be
protected from being duped by frauds.”
The Healer’s smile was rueful as he
rose to his feet. “That is quite evident. And
thus Jebinose is not for me.”
DeBloise’s face suddenly hardened, the
smile forgotten “It’s quite evident to me, Healer” – he spat the word –
“that you’ve spent too much time among these barbaric Tolivians. All
right,
play your game: but I think you should know that a change is in the
wind and
that we shall soon be running the entire Federation our
way. And when we do, we’ll see to it that every
planet gets its fair share of your
services!”
“Perhaps there will be no Healer, then,”
came the quiet reply.
“Don’t try to bluff me!” DeBloise laughed. “I know your
type. You glory in the adulation that greets you everywhere you go. It’s more addicting than Zemmelar.”
There was a trace of envy in his
voice. “But Restructurists are
not so easily awed. You are a
man – a uniquely talented one, yes, but still just one man – and when
the tide
turns for us, you will join in the current or be swept under.”
The Healer’s eyes blazed but his voice was calm. “Thank
you,
Mr. DeBloise. You have just clarified a problem and prompted a decision
that
has been growing increasingly troublesome over the past decade or so.”
He
turned and strode from the room.
Nearly two and a half centuries passed before The Healer
was
seen again. [101]
YEAR
505
NOT long
after the disappearance of
The Healer, the so-called DeBloise
scandal came to the fore. The subsequent Restructurist walk-out
led to
the Federation-Restructurist
civil
war
(“war” is
hardly a fitting term for those sporadic
skirmishes) which was eventually transformed into a full-scale
interracial war
when the Tarks decided to interfere. It
was
during the height of the Terro-Tarkan
conflict
that the immortality myth of The Healer was born.
Oblivious
to
the
wars,
the
horrors
continued
to
appear
at
a
steady
rate
and
the
psycho-sciences
had
gained
little
ground
against
the
malady.
For
that
reason,
perhaps,
a
man
with
a
stunning
resemblance
to
The
Healer
appeared
and
began
to
cure
the
horrors
with
an
efficacy that rivalled that of the original. Thus an historical figure
became a legend.
Who
he
was
and
why
he
chose
to
appear
at
that
particular
moment
remains
a
mystery.
from
The Healer: Man
& Myth
by
Emmerz
Fent
[102]
|
XI
Dalt
locked
the
flitter
into
the
roof
cradle,
released
the
controls,
and
slumped
into
the
seat.
(“There.
Don’t
you
feel
better
now?”)
Pard
asked.
“No,”
Dalt
replied
aloud.
“I
feel
tired.
I
just
want
to
go
to bed.”
(“You’ll
thank
me
in
the
morning.
Your
mental
outlook
will be
better, and you won’t even be stiff because I’ve been putting
you through isometrics in your sleep every night.”)
“No
wonder
I
wake
up
tired
in
the
morning!”
(“Mental
fatigue,
Steve. Mental.
We’ve both gotten too involved in this project and the strain is
starting to
tell.”)
“Thanks
a
lot,”
he
muttered
as
he
slid
from
the
cab
and
shuffled
to
the
door.
“The
centuries
have
not
dulled
your
talent
for
stating
the
obvious.”
And
it
was
obvious.
After
The
Healer
episode,
Dalt
and
Pard
had
shifted
interests
from
the
life
sciences
to
the
physical
sciences
and
pursued
their
studies
amid
the
Federation-Restructurist
war
without
ever
noticing
it.
That
muddled
conflict
had
been
about
ready
to
die
out
after
a
century
or
so,
due
to
lack
of
interest,
when
a
new
force injected itself into the picture. The Tarks, in an
attempt at
subterfuge as clumsy as their
previous attempts at diplomacy, declared a unilateral alliance with the
Restructurist coalition and promptly attacked a number of Federation
bases
along a disputed stretch of expansion border. Divide and conquer is a time-tested ploy, but the Tarks
neglected to consider the racial variable. Humans have little
compunction about
killing each other over real or imagined differences, but there is an archetypical repugnance at the
thought of an alien race taking
such a liberty. And so the Feds and Restructurists promptly united and
declared jihad on the Tarkan Empire.
[103]
Naturally,
weapons
research
blossomed
and
physicists
became
very
popular.
Dalt’s
papers
on
field
theory
engendered
numerous
research
offers
from
companies
anxious
to
enter
the
weapons
market.
The
Tarkan
force
shield
was
allowing
their
ships
to
penetrate
deep
into
Terran
territory
with
few
losses,
and
thus
became
a
prime
target
for
big
companies
like
Star
Ways,
whose
offer Dalt accepted.
The
grind
of
high-pressure
research,
however,
was
beginning
to
take
its
toll
on
Dalt;
and
Pard,
ever
the
physiopsychological
watch-dog,
had
finally
prevailed
in
convincing
Dalt
to
shorten
his
work-day
and
spend
a
few
hours
on
the
exercise
courts.
Wearily,
Dalt
tapped
out
the
proper
code
on
the
entry
plate
and
the
door
slid
open.
Even
now,
drained
as
he
was
in
body
and
mind,
,
he
realized
that
his
thoughts
were
starting
to
drift
toward
the
field-negation
problem
back
at
Star
Ways
labs.
He
was
about
to
try
to
shift
his
train
of
thought when a baritone voice did it for him.
“Do
you
often
talk
to
yourself,
Mr.
Cheserak?
Or
should
I call
you Mr. Dalt? Or would you prefer Mr. Storgen?” The voice
came from a dark, muscular man who had made himself comfortable in one
of the
living-room chairs; he was pointing a blaster at the centre of Dalt’s
chest.
“Or how about Mr. Quet?” he continued with a self-assured smile, and
Dalt
noticed two other men, partly in shadow, standing behind-him. “Come
now! Don’t
just stand there. Come in and sit down. After all,
this is your
home.”
Eyeing
the
weapon
that
followed
his
every
move,
Dalt
chose a chair
opposite the intruders. “What do you want?”
“Why,
your secret, of course. We
thought you’d be out longer and
had hardly begun our search of the premises when we heard your flitter
hit the
dock. Very rude of you to interrupt us.”
Dalt
shook
his
head
grimly
at
the
thought
of
humans
conspiring
against
their
own
race.
“Tell
your
Tark
friends
that
we’re
no
closer
to
piercing
their
force
shields
than
we
were
when
the
war
started.”
The
dark
man
laughed
with
genuine
amusement.
“No,
my
friend,
I
assure
you
that
our
sympathies
concerning
the
Terro-Tarkan
war
are
totally
orthodox.
Your
work
at
Star
Ways
is
of
no
interest
to
us.”
“Then
what
do
you
want?”
he
repeated,
his
eyes
darting
to
the
other
two
figures;
one
a
huge,
steadfast
hulk,
the
other
slight
and
[104]
fidgety.
All
three,
like
Dalt,
wore
the
baggy
cover-suits
with
matching
peaked
skullcaps
currently
in
fashion
in
this
end
of
the
human
part
of
the
galaxy.
“I
keep
my
money
in
a
bank, so –”
“Yes,
I
know,”
the
seated
man
interrupted.
“I
know
which
bank
and
I
know
exactly
how
much.
And
I
also
have
a list of
all the other accounts you have spread among the planets of this
sector.”
“How
in
the
name
of
–”
The
stranger
held
up
his
free
hand
and
smiled.
“None
of
us
has
been
properly
introduced.
What
shall
We
call
you,
sir? Which of your many aliases do you prefer?”
Dalt
hesitated,
then
said,
“Dalt,”
grudgingly.
“Excellent!
Now,
Mr.
Dalt,
allow
me
to
introduce
Mr.
Hunter”
–
indicating
the
hulk
–
“and
Mr.
Giff”
–
the
fidget.
“I
am
Aaron
Kanlos
and
up
until
two
standard
years
ago
I
was
a
mere
president
of
an
Interstellar
Brotherhood
of
Computer
Technicians
local
on
Ragna.
Then
one
of
our
trouble
shooters
working
for
the
Tellalung
Banking Combine came to me with an interesting anomaly and my life
changed. I
became a man with a mission: to find you.”
As
Dalt
sat
in
silence,
denying
Kanlos
the
satisfaction
of
being
told
to
go
on,
Pard
said,
(“I
don’t
like
the
way
he
said
that.”)
“I
was
told,”
Kanlos
finally
went
on,
“that
a
man
named
Marten
Quet
had
deposited
a
check
from
Interstellar
Business
Advisers
into
an
account
he
had
just
opened.
The
IBA
check
cleared
but
the
man
didn’t.”
Again
he
looked
to
Dalt
for
a
reaction.
Finding
a
blank
stare,
he
continued:
“The
computer,
it
seems, was
insisting that this Mr. Quet was
really a certain Mr. Galdemar and duly filed an anomaly slip which one
of our
technicians picked up. These matters are routine on a planet such as
Ragna,
which is a centre for intrigue
in the interstellar business community; keeping a number of accounts
under different
names is the rule rather than
the exception in those circles.
So, the usual override code was fed in,
but the machine still would not
accept the anomaly. After running a
negative check for malfunction,
the technician ordered a full printout on the two accounts.” Kanlos
smiled at
this. “That’s illegal, of course,
but his curiosity was piqued. The pique
became astonishment when he read
[105] the listings, and so naturally he brought the problem to
his
superior.”
(“I’m
sure
he
did!”)
Pard
interjected,
(“Some
of
these
computer-union
bosses
have
a
tidy
little
blackmail
business
on
the
side.”)
Be
quiet!
Dalt hissed mentally.
“There
were
amazing
similarities,”
Kanlos was
saying. “Even in the handwriting, although one was right-handed and the
other
obviously left-handed. Secondly, their fingerprints were very much alike, one being merely a distortion
of the other. Both were very crude methods of deception. Nothing
unusual there.
The retinal prints were, of course, identical; that was why the
computer had filed
an anomaly. So why was the technician so excited? And why had the
computer
ignored the override code? As I said, multiple accounts are hardly
unusual.”
Kanlos paused for dramatic effect, then: “The answer was to be found in
the
opening dates of the accounts. Mr. Quet’s account was only a few days
old...
Mr. Galdemar’s had been opened two hundred years ago!”
“I
was
sceptical
at
first,
at
least
until
I
did
some
research
on
retinal
prints
and
found
that
two
identical
sets
cannot
exist.
Even
clones
have
variations
in
the
vessels
of
the
eyegrounds.
So,
I
was
faced
with
two
possibilities:
either
two
men
generations
apart
possessed
identical
retinal
patterns,
or
one
man
has
been
alive
much
longer
than any man should be. The former would be a
mere
scientific curiosity; the latter would be of monumental importance.”
Dalt
shrugged.
“The
former
possibility
is
certainly
more
likely
than
the
latter.”
“Playing
coy,
eh?”
Kanlos
smiled.
“Well,
let
me
finish
my
tale
so
you’ll
fully
appreciate
the
efforts
that
brought
me
to
your
home.
Oh,
it
wasn’t
easy,
my
friend,
but
I
knew
there was a
man roaming this galaxy who was well over two hundred years old and I
was
determined to find him. I sent out copies of the Quet/Galdemar retinal
prints
to all the other locals in our union, asking them to see if they could
find
accounts with matching patterns. It took
time, but then the reports began to trickle back – different
accounts on
different planets with different names and fingerprints, but always the
same
retinal pattern. There was also a huge trust fund – a truly staggering
amount
of credits – on the planet Myrna in the name of [106]
Cilo
Storgen,
who
also
happens
to
have
the
Quet/Galdemar
pattern.
“You
may
be
interested
to
know
that
the
earliest
record found was
that of a man known simply as ‘Dalt,’ who had funds
transferred from an account on Tolive
to a bank on Neeka about two and a quarter centuries ago.
Unfortunately, we
have no local on Tolive, so we couldn’t backtrack from there. The most
recent
record was, of course, the one on Ragna belonging to Mr. Galdemar. He
left the
planet and disappeared, it seems.
However, shortly after his disappearance, a Mr. Cheserak – who had the same retinal prints as Mr.
Galdemar and all of the
others, I might add – opened an account
here on Meltrin. According to the bank, Mr. Cheserak lives here... alone.” Kanlos’s smile
took on a malicious twist “Care to
comment on this, Mr.
Dalt?”
Dalt
was
outwardly
silent
but an internal dispute
was rapidly coming to a boil.
Congratulations,
mastermind!
(“Don’t
go
putting
the
blame
on
me!”) Pard countered.
(“If you’ll just think back, you’ll remember
that I told you –”)
You
told
me
–
guaranteed me,
in fact –
that nobody’d ever connect all those
accounts. As it turns out, you
might as well have
left a trail of interstellar beacons!
(“Well,
I
just
didn’t
think
it was necessary
to go to the trouble of changing
our retinal print. Not that it would have been difficult –
neovascularisation
of the retina is no problem – but I thought changing names and
fingerprints
would be enough. Multiple accounts are necessary due to shifting
economic
situations, and I con- tend that no one would have caught on if you
hadn’t insisted on opening that account on
Ragna. I warned you that we already had an account there, but you
ignored me.”)
Dalt
gave
a
mental
snort. I ignored you
only because you’re usually so
overcautious. I was under the
mistaken impression that you could handle a
simple.
little deception, but –
The
sound
of
Kanlos’s
voice
brought
the
argument
to
a
halt.
“I’m
waiting
for
a
reply,
Mr
Dalt.
My
research
shows
that
you’ve
been
around
for
two
and
a
half
centuries.
Any
comment?”
“Yes.”
Dalt
sighed.
“Your research is inaccurate.” [107]
“Oh,
really?”
Kanlos’s
eyebrows
lifted.
“Please
point
out
my
error,
if
you
can.”
Dalt
spat
out
the
words
with
reluctant
regret.
“I’m
twice
that
age.”
Kanlos
half
started
out
of
his
chair.
“Then
it’s
true!”
His
voice
was
hoarse.
“Five
centuries...
incredible!”
Dalt
shrugged
with
annoyance.
“So
what?”
“What
do
you
mean,
so
what?’
You’ve
found
the
secret
of
immortality,
trite
as
that
phrase
may
be,
and
I’ve
found
you.
You
appear
to
be
about
thirty
five
years
old,
so
I
assume
that’s
when
you
began
using
whatever
it
is you use. I’m forty now and don’t intend to get any older; Am
I
getting through to you, Mr. Dalt?”
Dalt
nodded.
“Loud
and
clear.”
To
Pard: Okay,
what do I tell . him?
(“How
about
the
truth?
That’ll
be
just
about
as
useful
to
him as
any fantastic tale we can concoct on the spur of the moment.”)
Good
idea.
Dalt cleared his throat. “If one wishes to become immortal, Mr. Kanlos,
one need
only take a trip to the planet Kwashi and enter a cave there. Before
long, a
slug-like creature will drop off the cave ceiling onto your head; cells from the slug will invade your
brain and set up an autonomous symbiotic mind with consciousness down
to the
cellular level. In its own self-interest, this
mind will keep you from aging or even getting sick. There is
a slight drawback, however: Legend on the planet Kwashi has it that
only one in
a thousand will survive the ordeal. I happen to be one who did.”
“I
don’t
consider
this
a
joking
matter,”
Kanlos
said
with
an
angry
frown.
“Neither
do
I!”
Dalt
replied,
his
eyes
cold
as
be
rose
to
his
feet.
“Now
I
think
I’ve
wasted
just
about
enough
time
with
this
charade.
Put
your
blaster
away
and
get
out
of
my
house1
I
keep
no
money
here
and
no
elixirs
of
immortality
or whatever it is you hope to
find. So take your two –”
“That
will
be
enough, Mr. Dalt!”
Kanlos shouted. He gestured
to Hinter. “Put
the cuff on him!”
The
big
man
lumbered
forward
carrying a
sack in his right hand. From it he withdrew a metal globe with a
shiny
cobalt surface that was interrupted only by an oval aperture. Dalt’s
hands were
inserted [108] there as
Giff came forward with a key. The
aperture tightened around Dalt’s wrists as the key was turned and the
sphere
suddenly became stationary in space. Dalt tried to pull it towards him
but it
wouldn’t budge; nor could he push it away. It moved freely, however,
along a
vertical axis.
(“A
gravity
cuff,”)
Pard
remarked.
(“I’ve
read
about
them
but
never
expected
to
be
locked
into
one.”)
What
does
it
do?
(“Keeps
you in one spot. It’s favoured
by many law enforcement agencies. When activated, it locks onto an axis
through
the planet’s centre of gravity. Motion along that axis is
unrestricted, but that’s it; you can’t go anywhere else.
This seems to be an old unit. The newer ones are supposedly much
smaller.”)
In
other
words,
we’re stuck.
(“Right.”)
“...
and
so
that
ought
to keep you
safe and sound while we search
the premises,” Kanlos was saying, his veneer of civility restored. “But
Just to
make sure that nothing happens to you,” he smiled, “Mr. Giff will stay
with
you.”
“You
won’t
find
anything,”
Dalt said
doggedly, “because there isn’t
anything to find.”
Kanlos
eyed
him
shrewdly.
“Oh,
we’ll
find
something,
all
right.
And
don’t
think
I
was
taken
in
by
your
claim
of
being
five
hundred
years
old.
You’re
two
hundred
fifty
and
that’s
about
it
–
but
that’s
longer
than
any
man
should
live.
I
traced
you
back
to
Tolive,
which
happens
to
be
the
main
research centre of the
Interstellar Medical Corps. I don’t think it’s a
coincidence that the trail ends there. Something was
done to you there and I intend to
find out what.”
“I
tell
you,
nothing was –”
Kanlos
held
up
a
hand.
“Enough!
The
matter
is
too
important
to
bandy
words
about.
I’ve
spent
two
years
and
a
lot
of
money
looking
for
you
and
I
intend
to
make
that
investment
pay
off.
Your
secret is
worth untold wealth and hundreds of years of life to the man who
controls it.
If we find no evidence of what we’re
looking for on the premises, we’ll come back to you, Mr. Dalt. I
deplore
physical violence and shall refrain from using it until I have no other
choice. Mr. Hinter here does not share my
repugnance for violence. If our [109] search
of the lower levels is fruitless, he
will deal with you.” So
saying, he turned and led Hinter below.
Giff
watched
them
go,
then
strode
quickly
to
Dalt’s side. He made a
hurried check of the gravcuff, seemed satisfied,
then stole off to one of the
darker corners of the room. Seating himself on the floor, he reached
into his
pocket and removed a silvery disk; with his left hand he pushed back
his
skullcap and parted the hair atop his head. The disk was attached here
as Gill
leaned back against the wall and closed his eyes. Soon, a
vague smile began
to play around his lips.
(“A
button-head!”)
Pard
exclaimed.
Looks
that
way.
This
is a real high class crew
we’re mixed up with. Look at him!
Must be one of those sexual recordings.
Gill
had
begun
to
writhe
on
the
floor,
his
legs
twisting,
flexing,
and
extending
with
pleasure.
(“I’m
surprised
you
don’t
blame
yourself
for
it”)
I
do,
in a way –
(“Knew
it!”)
– even if it is a perversion of the
circuitry we devised for
electronic learning.
(“Not
quite
true.
If
you
remember, Tyrrell’s
motives for modifying the circuits from cognitive to sensory
were quite
noble. He – ”)
I
know
all
about
it,
Pard....
The learning circuit and its sensory variation both had noble
beginnings The
original, on which Dalt’s patent had only recently expired, had been
intended
for use by scientists, physicians, and technicians to help them keep
abreast of
the developments in their sub – or sub-sub-specialties. With the vast amount of research and
experimentation taking place across the human sector of the galaxy, it
was not
humanly possible to keep up to date and still find time to put your
knowledge
to practical use. Dalt’s (and Pard’s) circuitry supplied the major
breakthrough
in transmitting information to the cognitive centres of the brain at a
rapid
rate.
Numerous
variations
and
refinements
followed,
but
Dr.
Rico
Tyrrell
was
the
first
to
perfect
the
sensory
mode
of
transmission.
He
used
it
in
a
drug
rehabilitation
program
to
duplicate
the
sensory
effects
of
addictive
drugs,
thus
weaning
his
patients
psychologically
[110]
off
drugs after their physiological dependence was gone. The idea was
quickly
pirated, of course, and cassettes were soon available with sensory
recordings
of fantastic sexual experiences of all varieties.
Giff was whimpering now and flopping around on
the floor.
(“He’s
got
to
be
a
far-gone
button-head to have to tune-in at
a time like this... and right in
front of a stranger, at that.”)
I
understand
some
of
those cassettes are as addictive as Zemmelar, and chronic users
become impotent in real sexual contexts.
(“How come we’ve never tried one?”)
Dalt
gave
a
mental
sniff. I’ve
never
felt the need. And
when the time comes that I need my head wired so I
can get a little –
There
was
a
groan
in
the corner: Giff
had reached the peak of the
recording. His body was arched so
that only his palms, his heels,
and the back of his skull were
in contact with the floor.
His teeth were clamped on his
lower lip to keep him from
crying out. Suddenly he
slumped to the floor, limp and
panting.
That
must
be
quite a cassette!
(“Most
likely
one of those new numbers that
combines simultaneous male
and female orgasms – the ultimate in
sexual sensation.”)
And
that’s all it is: sensation.
There’s no
emotion
involved.
(“Right.
Superonanism.”)
Pard
paused as
they watched their sated guard.
(“Do you see what’s hanging from his
neck?”)
Yeah.
A
flamestone.
So?
(“So
it
looks
exactly
like
yours
–
a
cheap
imitation, no doubt, but the
resemblance is remarkable. Ask him about it”)
Dalt
shrugged with disinterest, then noticed Giff starring.
“are you quite finished?”
The
man
groggily lifted his slight frame
into a sitting position. “I disgust
you, don’t I,” he stated with a low
voice, keeping his eyes averted
to the floor as he disconnected
the cassette from his scalp.
“Not
really,
Dalt
replied,
and
sincerity
was
evident
in his voice. A few centuries
ago he would have been shocked,
but he had learned in the interim to
view humanity from a more
aloof vantage point – a frame of mind
he had consciously striven
for since his days as The
Healer. It had been difficult to maintain at
first,
but as [111] the years slid
by, that frame of mind had
become a natural and necessary component of his psyche.
He
didn’t
despise
Giff,
nor
did
he
pity
him. Giff was
merely one expression of the myriad possibilities open
to human existence.
Dalt
moved
the
gravcuffs
downward
and
seated
himself
cross-legged
on
the
floor.
When
Giff
had
stowed
the
cassette
in
a
sealed
compartment
in
his
overalls,
Dalt said, “That’s quite a gem
you have tied around your neck.
Where’d you steal it?”
The
fidgety
man’s
eyes
flashed
uncharacteristically. “It’s
mine! It may not be real but it’s mine. My father gave one
to all his children, just as his own mother gave one to him.” He held
out the
stone and gazed at its inner glow.
“Hm!”
Dalt
grunted.
“Looks
just
like
mine.”
Giff
rose
to
his
feet
and
approached
Dalt.
“So
you’re
a
Son
of
The
Healer,
too?”
“Wha’?”
“The
stone... it’s a replica of the
one The Healer wore centuries ago. All Children of The Healer wear
one.” He was
standing over Dalt now and as he reached for the cord around his neck,
Dalt
idly considered ramming the gravcuff upward into Giff’s
face.
(“That
won’t
work,”)
Pard
warned.
(“Even
if
you
did
manage
to
knock
him
unconscious,
what
good
would
it
do
us?
Just
play
along;
I
want
to
hear
more
about
these
Children
of
The
Healer.”)
So
Dalt
allowed
Giff
to
inspect
his
flamestone
as
he sat
motionless. “I’m no Son of The Healer. As a matter of fact, I
wasn’t aware that The Healer ever had children.”
Giff
let
go
of
Dalt’s
gem
and
let
it
dangle
from
its
cord
again.
“Just
a figure of speech. We call ourselves
his children – great-great-great-grandchildren would be more accurate –
because
none of us would have been born if it hadn’t been for him.”
Dalt
gave
him
a
blank
stare
and
Giff
replied
in
an
exasperated
tone,
“I’m
a
descendant
of
one
of
the
people
he
cured
a
couple
of
hundred
years
ago.
She
was
a
victim
of
the
horrors.
And
if
The
Healer
hadn’t
come
along
and
straightened
her
out,
she’d
have
been
institutionalized
for
all
her
life; her two sons
would never have been born, would never have had children of their own,
and so
on.” [112]
(“And
you
wouldn’t
be
here
standing
guard
over
us,
idiot!”)
Pard
muttered.
“The
first
generation
of
Children
of
The
Healer,”
Giff
went
on,
“was
a
social
club
of
sorts,
but
the
group
soon
became
too
large
and
too
spread
out.
We
have
no
organization
now,
just
people
who
keep
his
name
alive
through
their
families
and
wear
these
imitation
flamestones.
The
horrors
still
strikes
everywhere
and
some
say
The Healer will return.”
“You
believe
that?”
Dalt
asked.
Giff
shrugged.
“I’d
like
to.” His eyes
studied Dalt’s flamestone. “Your’s is
real, isn’t it?”
Dalt
hesitated
for an instant,
engaged in a lightning conference. Should
I tell him?
(“I
think
it’s
our
only chance. It
certainly won’t worsen our situation.”)
Neither
Pard
nor
Dalt
was
afraid
of
physical
violence
or
torture.
With
Pard
in
control
of
all
physical
systems,
Dalt
would
feel
no
pain
and
could
at
any
time
assume
a
deathlike
state
–
with
a
skin
temperature
cooled
by
intense
vasoconstriction
and
cardiopulmonary
activity
slowed
to
minimal
support
levels.
Yeah.
And
I’d
much
prefer
getting
out of these cuffs and
turning
a few tables; to rolling over
and playing dead.
(“That
would
gall
me,
too.
Okay
–
play
it
to
the
hilt.”)
“It’s
real, all right,” Dalt
told Giff “It’s the original.”
Giff’s
mouth twisted with
scepticism. “And I’m president of the Federation.”
Dalt rose to his feet, lifting the gravcuff
with him. “Your boss is looking
for a man who’s been alive for two or three centuries,
isn’t he? Well, I’m the man.”
“We
know
that.”
“I’m
a
man
who
never
sickens,
never
ages...
now
what
kind
of
a
healer
would
The
Healer
be
if
be
couldn’t
heal
himself.
After
all,
death
is
merely
the
culmination
of
a
number
of
degenerative
disease
processes.”
Giff
mulled this over, accepting the
logic but resisting the conclusion. “What about the patch of silver
hair and
the golden hand?” [113]
“Pull
this
skullcap
off
and
take
a
look.
Then
get
some
liquor
from
the
cabinet
over
there
and
rub
it
on
my
left
wrist.”
After
a
full
minute’s
hesitation,
wherein
doubt
struggled
in
the
mire
of
the
afterglow
of
the
cassette,
Giff
accepted
the
challenge
and
cautiously
pulled
the
skullcap
from
Dalt’s
head.
“Nothing!
What
are
you
trying
–”
“Look
at
the
roots,”
Dalt
told
him.
“You
don’t
think
I
can
walk
around
with
that
patch
un-dyed,
do
you?”
Giff
looked.
The
roots
in
an
oval
patch
at
the
top
of Dalt’s
head were a silvery gray. He jumped away from Dalt as if
stung, then walked slowly around him, examining him as if he were an
exhibit in
a museum. Without a word, he went to the cabinet Dalt had indicated
before and
drew from it a flask of clear orange fluid.
“I...
I’m
almost
afraid
to
try
this,”
he
stammered,
opening
the
container
as
he
approached.
He
poised
the
bottle
over
Dalt’s
wrists
where
they
were
inserted
into
the
gravcuff,
hesitated,
then
took
a
deep
breath
and
poured
the
liquor.
Most
of
it
splashed
on
the
floor,
but
a
sufficient
amount
reached
the
target.
“Now
rub,”
Dalt
told
him.
Without
looking
up,
Giff
tucked
the
flask
under
his
arm
and
began
to
massage
the
fluid
into
the
skin
of
Dalt’s
left
wrist
and
forearm.
The
liquor
suddenly
became
cloudy
and
flesh-coloured.
Giff
took
a
fold
of
his
coveralls
and
wiped
the
solution
away.
From
a
sharp
line
of
demarcation
at
the
wrist
on
down over the
back of
the hand, the skin was a deep, golden yellow.
“You are The Healer!” he hissed, his eyes
meeting Dalt’s squarely for the first time. “Forgive me! I’ll open the
cuff
right now.” In his frantic haste to retrieve the key from his
coveralls, Giff
allowed the liquor flask to slip from beneath his arm and it smashed on
the floor.
“Hey!
That
was
real
glass!”
Dalt
said.
Giff
ignored
the
crash
and
the
protest.
The
key
was
in
his
hand
and
he
was
inserting
it
into
its
slot.
The
pressure
around
Dalt’s wrists was suddenly eased and as he pulled his hands
free, Giff
caught the now-deactivated cuff.
“Forgive
me,”
he
repeated,
shaking
his
head
and
fixing
his
eyes
[114]
on
the
floor.
“If I’d had any idea that you might
be The Healer, I would’ve had nothing to do with this, I swear! Forgive
– ”
“Okay!
Okay!
I
forgive
you!”
Dalt
said
hurriedly.
“Now,
do
you
have
a
blaster?”
Giff
nodded
eagerly,
reached
inside
his
coveralls,
and
handed
over
a
small
hand
model,
cheap
but
effective
at
close
range.
“Good.
Now
all
we’ve
got
to
do
–”
“Hey!”
someone
yelled
from
the
other
side
of
the
room.
“What’s
going
on?”
Dalt
spun
on
reflex,
his
blaster
raised. It
was Hinter and he had his own blaster ready. There was a flash,
then
Dalt felt a searing pain as the
beam from Hinter’s weapon burned a hole through his chest two
centimetres to
the left of his sternum. As his knees buckled, everything went black
and
silent.
XII
Rushing
to
the
upper
level
at
the
sound
of
Giff’s
howl,
Kanlos
came
upon
a
strange
tableau:
the
prisoner
–
Dalt,
or
whatever
his
name
was
–
was
lying
on
his
back
with
the
front
of
his
shirt
soaked
with
blood
and
a
neat
round
hole
in
his
chest...
very
dead.
Giff
kneeled
over
him, sobbing and clutching the
empty
gravcuff to his abdomen; Hinter stood mutely to the side, blaster in
hand.
“You
fool!”
he
screamed,
white-faced
with
rage.
“How
could
you
be
so
stupid!”
Hinter
took
an
involuntary
step
backward.
“He
had
a
blaster!
I
don’t
care
how
valuable
a
guy
is,
when
he
points
a
blaster
in
my
direction,
I
shoot!”
Kanlos
strode
toward
the
body.
“How’d
he
get
a
blaster?”
Hinter
shrugged.
“I
heard
something
break
up
here
and
came
to
investigate.
He
was
out
of
the
cuff
and
holding
the
blaster
when
I
came
in.”
“Explain,”
he
said,
nudging
the
sobbing
Giff
with his
foot.
“He
was
The
Healer!”
“Don’t
be
ridiculous!”
[115]
“He
was!
He
proved
It
to
me.”
Kanlos
considered
this.
“Well,
maybe
so.
We
traced
him
back
to
Tolive
and
that’s
where
The
Healer
first
appeared.
It
all fits.
But why did you let him loose?”
“Because
I
am
a
Son
of
The Healer!” Giff
whispered. “And now I’ve helped kill
him!”
Kanlos
made
a
disgusted
face.
“Idiots!
I’m
surrounded
by
fools
and
incompetents!
Now
we
may
never
find
out
how
they
kept
him
alive this
long.” He sighed with exasperation. “All right. We’ve still
got a few rooms left to search.”
Hinter
turned
to
follow
Kanlos.
“What
about
him?”
he said,
indicating Giff.
“Useless
button-head.
Forget
him.”
They
went
below,
leaving
Giff
crouched
over
the
body
of
The
Healer.
XIII
(“C’mon.
Wake
up!”)
Wha’
happen?
(“Hinter
burned
a
hole
right
through
your
heart,
my
friend.”)
Then
how
come I’m still alive?
(“Because
the
auxiliary
heart
I
constructed
in
your
pelvis
a couple
of hundred years ago has finally come in handy.”)
I
never
knew about that.
(“I
never
told
you.
You
know
how
you
get
when
I start making
improvements.”)
I’ll never
object again. But what prompted you to build another heart?
(“I’ve
always
been
impressed
by
what
happened
to
Anthon when you blasted a hole
in his chest, and it occurred to me
that it just wasn’t safe to have
the entire circulatory system dependent on a single
pump. So I attached the auxiliary organ to the abdominal
aorta, grew a few bypass valves, and
let it sit there... Just in case.”)
I
repeat:
I’ll
never
object
again.
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(“Good.
I’ve
got
a
few
ideas
about
the
mineral
composition
of
your
bones
that
I
–
“)
Later.
What
do
we
do
now?
(“We
send
the
button-head
home,
then
we
take
care
of
those
two
below.
But
no
exertion;
we’re
working
on
only
one
lung.”
How
about
waiting for them with the
blaster?
(“No.
Better
idea:
Remember
the
sights
we
came
across
in
the
minds
of
all
those
people
with
the
horrors?”)
I’ve
never
quite
been
able
to
forget.
(“Neither
have
I,
and
I
believe
I
can
recreate
enough
of
them
to
fill
this
house
with
a
concentrated
dose
of
the
horrors...
concentrated
enough
to
insure
that
those
two
never
bother
us or anyone
else again.”)
Okay,
but let’s
get rid of Giff.
XIV
Without
warning,
the
body
in
front
of
Giff
suddenly
rolled over
and achieved a sitting position. “Stop that blubbering and
get out of here,” it told him.
Giff’s
mouth
hung
open
as
he
looked
at
the
obviously
alive
and
alert
man
before
him
with
the
gory
front
and
the
hole
in
his
chest
where
his
heart
should
be.
He
looked
torn
between
the
urge
to
laugh
with
joy
and
scream
with
horror.
He
resolved
the
conflict
by
vomiting.
When
his
stomach
had
finally
emptied
itself,
he was told
to go to the roof, take the emergency chute down to the
ground, and keep
on going.
“Do
not,”
the
body
emphasized,
“repeat:
do
not
dally
around
the
grounds
if
you
value
your
sanity.”
“But
how...”
he
began.
“No
questions.
If
you
don’t
leave
now
I
won’t
be
responsible
for
what
happens
to
you.”
Without
another
word
but
with
many
a
backward
glance,
Giff
headed
for
the
roof.
At
last
look,
he
saw
the
body
climb
unsteadily
to
its
feet
and
walk
toward
one
of
the
chairs.
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Dalt
sank
into
a
chair
and
shook
his
head.
“Dizzy!”
He
muttered.
(“Yeah.
It’s
a
long
way
from
the
pelvis
to
the
brain.
Also,
there’s
some
spasm
in
the
aortic
arch
that
I’m
having
trouble
controlling.
But
we’ll
be
all
right.”)
I’ll have to trust you on that. When do we
start with the horrors?
(“Now.
I’ll
block
you
out
because
I’m
not
sure
that
even
you
can
take
this
dose.”)
I
was
hoping
you’d
say
that,
Dalt thought with relief, and watched everything
fade into formless greyness.
And
from
the
bloody
punctured
body
slumped
in
the
chair,
there
began
to
radiate
evil,
terror,
horror.
A
malignant
trickle
at
first,
then
a
steady
stream,
then
a
gushing
torrent.
The
men
below
stopped
their
search
and
began
to
scream.
XV
Dalt
finished
inspecting
the
lower
rooms
and
was
fully
satisfied
that
the
two
gurgling,
drooling,
blank-eyed
creatures
that
had
once
been
Kanlos
and
Hinter
were
no
longer
a
threat
to
his
life
and
his
secret.
He
walked
outside
into
the
cool
night
air
in
a
vain
attempt
to
soothe
his
labouring
right
lung
and
noticed
a form slumped in the bushes.
It
was
Giff.
From
the
contorted
position
of
his
body
it
was
evident
that
he
had
fallen
from
the
roof
and
broken
his
neck.
“Looks
like
this
Son
of
The
Healer
couldn’t
follow
directions,”
Dalt
said.
“Must’ve
waited
up
on
the
roof
and
then
went
crazy
when
the
horrors
began
and
ran
over
the
edge.”
(“Lot’s
son.”)
“What’s
that
supposed
to
mean?”
(“Nothing.
Just
a
distorted
reference
to
an
episode
in
an
ancient
religious
book.”)
Pard
said,
then
switched
the
subject.
(“You
know,
it’s
amazing
that
there’s
actually
a
cult
of
Healer-followers
awaiting
his
return.”)
“Not
really
so
amazing.
We
made
quite
an
impression...
and
left
a
lot
undone.”
(“Not
because
we
wanted
to.
There
was
outside
interference.”)
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“Right.
But
that
won’t
bother
us
now,
with
the
war
going
on.”
(“You
want
to
go
back
to
it,
don’t
you?”)
“Yes,
and
so
do
you.”
(“Guess
you’re
right.
I’d
like
to
learn
to
probe
a
little
deeper
this
time.
And
maybe
find
out
whoever
or
whatever’s
behind
the
horrors.”)
“You’ve
hinted
at
that
before.
Care
to
explain?”
(“That’s
all
it
is,
I’m
afraid:
a
hint...
a
glimpse
of
something
moving
behind
the
scenes.
I’ve
no
theory,
no
evidence.
Just
a
gnawing
suspicion.”)
“Sounds
a
little
farfetched
to
me.”
(“We’ll
see.
But
first
we’ll
have
to
heal
up
this
hole
in
the
chest,
get
the
original
heart
working
again
–
if I may quote you: ‘What kind of a
healer would The Healer be if he couldn’t heal himself?’ – and try to think up some dramatic way for
The Healer to reappear.”)
After
a
quick
change
of
clothes,
they
went
to
the
roof
and
steered
their
flitter
into
the
night,
leaving
it
to
the
Meltrin
authorities
to
puzzle
out
two
babbling
idiots,
a
broken
button-head,
and
a
respected
physicist
named
Cheserak
who
had
vanished
without
a
trace.
They
blamed
it
on
the
Tarks,
of
course.
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